I find it difficult to sleep last night...

It's because you're not here beside me.

I missed your warmth, kiss, your voice and attention...

It was really cold.

I turned over in the morning just to find you're not there...

the spot where you used to be at.

I swallowed down the sadness just for awhile, not giving the emotions in...

but god, I couldn't help it anymore.

I drowned in my own tears wishing it all is a nightmare.

monday; 6/4/2015