Reenactments
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In which Jiyong wakes up, one day, facing up a reality different from the one he knows, to what seems to be a reenactment of his own life. He remembers clearly all his past, s, where they were coming from the night before, all his choices and desires, but they just don't seem to fit with what he sees once he opens his eyes in an hospital room. And for once, he sees a life where touching is allowed, where Youngbae looks proudly at him, where other choices were made and Seungri whispers at him "I Love You" every single night.
Foreword
And Jiyong was afraid to sleep, to close his eyes and wake up, again, back to where he belonged. Where Seungri wasn't anymore in his arms, where Seungri's voice would fade into something less soft, less loving. Where he would face the cowardice of not saying "I love you" back. And so he stood awake, wondering what would he have to do to get this illusion of life back once all this, whatever it was, ended; wondering what choices he had wronged so badly to not have this in the dimenssion he belonged.
"I don't want this to end, I want this to be real," he cried, "Don't fade, Seungri. Don't fade anymore, now that I see you."
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