do i need to remain you about my bad grammar ? hehe , so here's a surprise for people who read this story , i love you <3

basically its hanbin POV

“ hanbin hyung you should go to the hospital , it’s a bad cold” donghyuk give me an advice , i nodded,

“ sure , i’ll prepare and go to the hospital” I smile at him then leave.

the dorm is not same anymore , my life is not same anymore , after hayi leave 4 months ago , leaving that dumb kwon jiyong , i don’t know why hayi leave , we don’t know even that stupid jiyong didn't know. The things that i know that i love hayi , my mistake is i love her after she is taken by jiyong hyung. After hayi leave i really want to kill him , jiyong with his innocent face “ hyung i don’t know why hayi leave , we even did not have a problem , why she leave me”. Geez I’m so sick, but i know jiyong hyung really loves her , the way jiyong hyung change his attitude to better and good hyung, the way jiyong hyung cries after hayi leave , after he can’t find her anywhere, but still , for me , it’s jiyong hyung's fault. For me it’s okay if i can’t make her mine as long as i can see happy , pathetic isn't it ? but now i can’t have her and i can’t see her , it’s jiyong hyung's fault.

I walk to the basement , I’m going to ride the car by myself , i need privacy , i drive my car to the hospital that located a little far from my dorm , i want it to take a long time.

So here i am , in the hospital , i walk to the administration section , the nurse look at me in awe , like i care. She told me to wait in the waiting room as she proceed my data, i nods and smile at her then i walk to the waiting room , i passed so many section , i fix my hat to hide my face. Then i feel like i bumped to someone , a women , she is fall so i help her to stand , i offer my hands to help her,

” i’m sorry i didn't see you” i apologize

“it’s okay , i didn’t see you either “ she brush dust from her coat “ excuse me “ then she's leaving

Wait

I know that’s voice

I ing know that’s voice

That’s voice is belong to her

Hayi

I follow her like a mad man i grab her wrist , pulling her to follow me i didn’t give attention to her protest, many people looking at us , but i just ignore them , i keep pulling her hands , to the parking area to my car , i push her to enter my car then i close the door , then i enter my car.

“who are you ? i even didn’t know you , why you forced me to follow you ?” she asked me with her arrogant voice

I take my hat.

“ hayi ya it’s me “ i smile at her

“ hanbin...” she covering with her hands, shock

“ yeah it’s me , i miss you , i ing miss you “ i pull her into a hug

But she just stare at me with shocking face

Then i realize there is something weird with her , i release her

“ take off you coat “

“ no..”

“ lee hayi take off your coat” i almost yell at her

She is look at me , scared , then slowly she took off her coat

And BANG! It’s the end of the world for me

“ yo..you’re pre