Eunhyuk:*asleep laying in his hospital bed*

Leeteuk:*takes a deep breath holds eunhyuks hand tears fall*Were so sorry hyukkie...so so sorry

Kyuhyun:*looking at eunhyuk by his bed side heart beating fast sighs*

Yesung:*sighs*We shouldnt have let it get this far

Ryeowook:Were all a bunch of idiots *shakes his head*

Heechul:We all were just to blinded to see it *looks down*

Kangin:If only we couldve just went to him and asked him if he was alright *shakes his head*

Donghae:But we didnt instead we just tore him down little by little 

SungMin:And he just stood there and let us *tears fall*

Leeteuk:*crying hard*Its my fault its all my fault

Kyuhyun:Teukie hyung this isnt all your fault you cant blame yourself...eunhyukkie wouldnt want you too..HELL he wouldnt want any of us to blame ourselves for any of this *rubbing leeteuks back*

Leeteuk:No no but still otherwise than being a leader we are best friends he was the closest one to me that was more than family to me he truly was like my brother my best friend he was my rock in life as well but i didnt notice and let my best friend hold his own weight himself if i couldve just done something *crying*

Kyuhyun:Then we are all to blame because we all had a fault at this not just you we shouldve read the signs knowing we were losing him little by little but we just ignored it 

Eunhyuk:Mmmm *eyes open slowly looks around sees all the members*

Leeteuk:Bestie your awake...you ok *half smiles sniffs wiping his tears away*

Eunhyuk:Yea..im fine just sleepy *sighs hoarse voice*

Leeteuk:Its the medication its starting to wear off *half smiles*

Eunhyuk:*looks over at kyuhyun*Thanks...kyuie im alright

Kyuhyun:*half smiles holds his other hand the back of it with his thumb*

Eunhyuk:*half smiles looks over at the others*Im really sorry you guys for making you worry about me but dont worry ill be mine

Ryeowook:Were the one's who should be sorry hyung *crying*

Yesung:He's right we shouldve been there for you...we shouldve done something *sighs looks down*

Eunhyuk:Guys its fine i understand the reasons to why you did it....its understandable 

Heechul:No absoulutely not no one is suppose be feeling this way especially family 

Kangin:We shouldve been there for you like when you were for us but we just made you worser we broke you hyukkie

Eunhyuk:You guys did nothing wrong so dont think that 

SungMin:But we did hyukkie even if you dont say it were the ones to blame for this 

Donghae:If only there was a way to turn back time we wouldve never done this to you *sighs*

Eunhyuk:*sighs*You guys dont need to be blamed for anything alright its none of your faults the only one here to blame is me 

Leeteuk:But bestie....

Eunhyuk:I dont wanna hear it alright dont feel sorry for me ill be alright *looks out the window*

Members:*sigh looks down*

Kyuhyun:*whispers in leeteuks ear*Can i talk to hyukkie myself

Leeteuk:*half smiles they all walk out of eunhyuks room*

Eunhyuk:Kyu..i told you im fine hon-

Kyuhyun:All lies hyukkie i know you your mouth is saying one thing but you eyes say something different

Eunhyuk:*sighs plays with his hands*

Kyuhyun:Why why would you do something like this to us.....to me *looks at him tears in his eyes*

Eunhyuk:Because i thought if i didnt exist in the world anymore you guys would be completely fine..Super Junior Without Eunhyuk would make the group reach higher places you dont need someone with a face like this holding you back

Kyuhyun:Are you kidding me...Super Junior without you would mean nothing eunhyukkie hyung you are the glue that keeps super junior together your the one who keeps people happy and make their day with the simple things you do without you i doubt super junior will still be standing this tall *holds his hand*

Eunhyuk:You dont have to pity be kyuhyun be honest with me you guys dont need me

Kyuhyun:Fine you know what forget the group forget them but what about leeteuk hyung your his best friend he was crying his eyes out knowing whats happening to you he was blaming himself he's scared of losing his best friend in the world eunhyukkie you are his rock 

Eunhyuk:Kyu please do-

Kyuhyun:Then what about me.....i dont i cant lose you eunhyukkie hyung i dont wanna be without you *tears in his eyes*

Eunhyuk:*shocked*Ky..Kyu what are you trying to say

Kyuhyun:*looks in his eyes*I...i...I LOVE YOU EUNHYUKKIE HYUNG i love you not as a member not as family but as something more i have always been in love with you 

Eunhyuk:*heart beating fast tears in his eyes*You dont know what your getting yourself into 

Kyuhyun:Of course i know what im getting myself into i know what i want ive never been  more sure  than i have ever been my entire life you turned my life upside down its been the best since you walked in my life *smiles*

Eunhyuk:Please dont be mad at me when i ask you this *nervous bites his lips*

Kyuhyun:What is it *nervous*

Eunhyuk:*takes a deep breath nervous*Why do you love me...out of everyone you can have you feel in love with someone as useless as me 

Kyuhyun:*shocked eyes widen looks at him*Your really asking me

EUnhyuk:Im sorry kyu if i hurt you i didnt mean to its just *sighs looks down*

Kyuhyun:*half smiles cups his face looks in his eyes*Eunhyukkie hyung there isnt enough life in this world to express my love for you ever....i remember when i just came in the group and the members werent really pleased with me when i joined but you were the first one to actually give me a warm welcome and made me feel accepted to actually listen to me the first one i trusted and then when that horrible day happened you were hurt to but you put me first instead of yourself you never left my side you stuck by me to the end until now....even after that day honestly eunhyukkie you are my rock in my life i dont wanna say i couldnt live without you simply because i just wouldnt want too all the money and gold around the whole world could never make my forget my love for you i didnt know what true love was until i met you no matter what it is i would give it all up just to be with you in my entire life of living i have never loved anyone the way i loved you nor have i ever left the love the way you love me nothing will ever break us apart you are my soulmate you are the only one for me because you are the best thing to ever happen in my life and ill fight til the ends of the world loving you because your worth it all if i could do it all over again i wouldnt changed a thing because no matter what it will still be you it will always be you your something i would never regret in my entire life you are my everything my life my universe i am whole because of you 

Eunhyuk:*smiles big tears in his eyes  kisses him passionately*

Kyuhyun:And the most important thing to why i love you is because i love you for who you are and not what you are perfectly imperct

Eunhyuk:*smiles nuzzles his face in kyuhyuns neck*

Kyuhyun:I love you because your crazy beautiful you...and theres nothing i would change about that *kisses him sweetly*

Eunhyuk:*sighs happily tears falling  shaking*

Kyuhyun:Let me help you love yourself the way i love you please because along the way...I'll Protect You..i just want the love of my life back 

Eunhyuk:*hugging him tightly*

Kyuhyun:Ill protect you i wont ever let you fall again *kissing his temple*

Outside The Hospital Door

Leeteuk:*smiles big tears in his eyes*Finally he confessed

Ryeowook:Do you think kyuhyun is the way to bring eunhyukkie hyung back to us *half smiles*

Leeteuk:Im sure..he'll do all it takes *smiles*