I saw my Husband... laying quietly in the table...a tear dropped at my eyes... he's with Baekhyun now... 

But I realize something.. the Foutain Pen... it's original color is black... but now it turned red....

 

I thought red means blood and death… but now I understand… it’s color black before because Baekhyun and Chanyeol were separated and their hearts were broken… but now they’re together and their broken hearts were in love again and became one…

 

In one blink…

Chanyeol was gone in the thin air…

And…

The Fountain Pen…

 

It turned into a letter…

 

I’m here at my room, fixing my stuffs. My name is Park Chanyeol, I’m 30 years old. I married a person that… I don’t love, yes I’d love him… but I just pretend. 

While I’m cleaning I saw an old box, I suddenly dropped the box and all of its contents dropped. I saw an opened book, sort of diary. And in the open pages I saw pictures… pictures of me and him, pictures of me and my first love… Baekhyun…

 

I remember now… I remember that boy that gives me pain… no… I’m the one that give him pain…

 

“You still love him right?” My husband suddenly came from behind.

 

“K-Kyungsoo, that’s no-“

 

“No don’t worry, I know that you don’t love me… here” He hand me couple of pictures then he left.

 

It hurts me but… It’s true, I still love Baekhyun.

 

When I look at the pictures… it’s me and Baekhyun’s picture, the time that we looks so happy and in love… the pictures that I forgot all of those years… but I remembered it again now.

 

Tears suddenly role down my eyes… I miss you Baekhyun… I love you… I’m sorry… please… come back to me…

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

“Chanyeol ah”

 

Baekhyun kept crying but I ignored him.

Why? Because I just saw a picture of him and a boy looking so happy.

 

“So, all those years… YOU WERE CHEATING ON ME!?”

 

“Y-yeol, n-no…”

 

He cried even more.

 

“THAT’S WHY!? YOU’RE ALWAYS LATE IN OUR DATES! AND I CANT FEEL YOUR LOVE ANYMORE!! BYUN BAEKHYUN1 FOR GOODNESS SAKE! STAY AWAY FROM ME!!! LET’S BREAK UP”

 

“Chanyeol n-no! that’s not it-“

 

“Huh? That’s not it? GET YOUR FACE OUT OF MY SIGHT!!”

 

Baekhyun turned back running and crying, it hurts to see him like that. But… it hurts even more to think that he’s with another man.

 

I also turned my back and then…

 

I heard a loud crash.

 

I turned back and saw…

 

My Byun Baekhyun… covered in blood… lying cold on the street.

 

“Baekhyun!!” I quickly run to him and place him in my hands.

 

“Baek!! No! No!”

 

“Y-yeol… let me explain…”

 

“Save that for later Baek, Please!! Help!”

 

I tried to shout but my voice just echoed in the lonely street.

 

“Y-yeol, I’m going to die… but l-let me explain first… that boy in the picture… h-his my b-brother, the reason why I’m b-being late in our dates is because I-I’m finding the perfect g-gift for you for our

a-anniversary, happy 5^th a-anniversary Y-yeol…”

 

He hand me a fountain pen that is covered in blood.

 

“I-I l-love y-you…”

 

And that’s it… Baekhyun closed his eyes…

 

“Baekhyun!? No!! Baekhyun wake up please!! Sorry!! I love you too!! Baekhyun!!!!!!!!’

 

I cried and try to shake him but… there’s no response… his dead… he died in our anniversary….

15 long years have passed since he died… but the fountain pen still remains here.

 

This fountain pen had given me luck… I got accepted in work and… I when I right something using this pen… it all comes true… I remembered the time that I right the words…

 

I hope I can find someone that can replace Baekhyun

 

And it happened… I didn’t love him, but because of him I have forgotten Baekhyun…

Just a while ago I have written…

 

Who’s my first love?

 

And this is the answer… he’s in my mind once again…

 

I’m still looking for him…

Still loving him…

But…

He’s not here…

I’m feeling these things…

Alone…

 

I remember the times when I protected him…

 

“Hey Byun!!”

 

Bullies used to pick him u before…

But I came…

 

“Do you have any problem with Baekhyun?”

 

I always protect him and it will end up me being filled with bruises and scratches, but I don’t care… because I love him…

 

He’s the one that make my heart beats fast, for me he’s the most perfect person in the whole wide universe… but what have I done?... I ruined everything…

 

I grabbed the fountain pen… even though years have passed, it’s still the same. Now I have written….

 

I want to see you right now Baek

 

And there it is, I saw a light… and Baekhyun… his right here, but… I can’t move… I can only look at him.

I wanted to hold him, held his hand again… I tried to stand and walk but the further I came closer to him… the farther he grows… the light is shutting down… I can only see his face…

 

“DON’T LEAVE ME!” I tried to speak, but in the images… Baekhyun smiled… and then everything came back to normal, I stopped in front of a mirror… and I saw myself… my future self…

 

I write again…

 

I want to see how we are in the past…

 

And then a picture fall from my hold… it’s me and Baekhyun from the start of our relationship… we in the past…

 

He’s cute face, when I saw him smile; I think I was walking in heaven. My heart beats fast again… and now it’s not because of love… it’s because of loneliness and pain.

 

I want to see again how you softly smiled at me…

I want to feel you again…

If only…

You can fly into my opened heart…

 

Baekhyun is my Fairytale; I still can smell his sweet smell… I realized now that I didn’t forget him… he just got blurred and now his clear again in my mind. I can’t never forgot him because his written in my heart and mind.

But right now…my heart is like an abandoned house… it’s so lonely… even though I have Kyungsoo… I’m still lonely… Baekhyun Bogoshipeo…

 

My heart without Baekhyun is broken… my red heart turned into black…

 

I grabbed the diary again, I turned it into the last page and that page… you have written it… and… it’s our story… but I don’t have the courage to read it so I closed the diary… 

 

The Diary ended but our love story will never end Baek….

 

I write again…

 

I want to be with Baekhyun…

 

And that’s it… my head fell down the table and the fountain pen…

 

I saw my husband… laying quietly in the table… a tear dropped at my eyes… he’s with Baekhyun now…

 

But I realize something… the fountain pen … its original color is black… but now… it turned red…

 

I thought red means blood and death… but now I understand… it’s color black before because Baekhyun and Chanyeol were separated and their hearts were broken… but now they’re together and their broken hearts were in love again and became one…

 

In one blink…

Chanyeol was gone in the thin air…

And…

The Fountain Pen…

 

It turned into a letter…

 

 

 

 

 

 

This fountain pen will let us connect Yeol… I know that I will die that day… I know that we will break up… and I know that we will be together again…

 

And to you Kyungsoo…

 

Thank for taking care and loving Chanyeol, sorry that I need to take him away from you but don’t worry….there is someone who’s really right for you, just wait he will come…

 

After reading the letter it suddenly disappears and the light suddenly went to the clock…

 

And I remembered…

 

WORK!!!!!!!!!!!

 

I run through my room and Change my clothes.

 

I rode the taxi and hurry to my office, I was running through the stairs when someone bumped at me and all of my stuffs were scattered in the ground.

 

“Aren’t you gonna help me!?” I said without looking at the guy.

“Why? Are those mine?” The other male said coldly.

 

The male turned back and because I’m really pissed off, I hit the man with a book.

 

The male turned around then pushed me in the wall.

 

“Do you want to get hurt!?” 

 

And by that time I’m is really scared… but now I knew who the boy was….

 

It’s Kim Jong In …

 

 

 

The End