I'm sorry for not updating for the last two months, I am busy with work and I think I can't update for the next month again, maybe it will be on the last week of march so I am sorry I hope the readers won't be bore waiting for it. I plan to end this sory after 5 chapters so bear with me. Please vote....thank you!

TIFFANY’S POV

I am now with Jessi in my apartment; I buy these just months ago, I invited her since she just got home after 2 weeks being in HK for her brand. She getting busier and busier day by day since it was announces that she sign with my “ex” company JYP. We broke up months ago since we can’t continue the pretending anymore.

I always ask her to have lunch with me maybe she got enough of me asking and said yes but she can’t go out with in public primarily because of her sister not knowing we’re texting each other. She told me about it before and she doesn’t want Sooujung to know. I am fine with it since I know Krys will ask Jessi not to text me anymore.

We are watching TV when suddenly a breaking news appear.

“BREAKING NEWS: A RECANDLE OF OLD FLAME! A news came in just today, a picture of Jessica Jung and 2pm Taecyeon having a coffee near the JYP building. It the picture it seem that they are having a good time since they both laughing. Is this mean they are back together since they are rumor also last time?”  The announcer said and the rest I didn’t know what she said, my mind went blank on what I am seeing on the screen.

I just stared at the screen of TV, Jessi with Taecyeon and they really seem happy in the pictures and the last picture is where Taecyeon kiss Jessi on the cheek.

“.” I heard Jessi said and that made me back to reality

“Jessi….”

“……..How they can take picture of us.”

“Jessi...What is that?”

“Tiffany, we’re just friends…*phone rings* .” She curse again after seeing who the caller is, I took a glance and saw it was Jiyeon

“Jessi….”I mumble but she didn’t hear me and answer her phone

“Hello Yeon, I can explain….” She said panicking

“-------------“ I stay quiet and just listen

“Yeon, it wasn’t true, you know I am spending much time in JYP building since I sign a contract with them and he was there that day I am practicing and because we’re friends he ask me to have a coffee with him when I am on the break of recording. There’s no meaning to that, and you know I am gay so it doesn’t have a meaning, okay? Just trust me Yeon.”

“-----------------“ I don’t know what Jiyeon is saying but I saw Jessi smile

“Thank you Yeon, I will pick you up after you’re schedule so we can have a late night talk, okay?”

“------------------“ I just stared at her confuse

Is Jiyeon and Jessi is dating that’s why she’s panicking while explaining on her? Did she already fall for somebody else for the last year she was not with me?

“Sorry about that, but the news isn’t true. I am sure you know about that since I know you knew I am gay, right?” She turn to me

“Wh-what do you mean?” I got nervous on her question, did she remember anything?

“I already know that I am a part of your group before.” She said like it was nothing

“0______________0” My eyes went wide

“I saw some things in my room and I ask Krys so she told me.” She act like it was just nothing, isn’t she mad at us?

“You knew all?” I ask nervous

“Yes except for the one part so I agreed to come here to ask you something.”

“W-what is it?”

“Who’s the girl I have a relationship in a group?” She ask directly and look in my eyes, my eyes when wide more

“W-what do you mean?”

“I am in a relationship before I kick out, right?”

“Did Krystal tell you that?”

“Yes but I saw something in my things also that give me an impression I have a GF.”

“What is it?” I tried to be calm as possible as I can

“Rings? One couple ring and a proposal ring.”

“----------------“

“Krystal didn’t told you who is it?”

“No.”

“As in no name?”

“No because she said I might do something.”

“Pictures or anything? Nothing but the rings?”

“Yes, just that two rings and a picture of nine of us.”

“So how did you know it was one of the members?”

“Because I beg for Krys to give some clue and she told me that it was a girl in the group I was in.”

“--------------------“

“Krys told me the things that involve that girl is already burn out, she burn it out except for the rings, she forget to include it and then I saw it.”

“What did she tell you about the group?”

“Tell me? About you guys kicking me out?”

“We’re….I….”

“It’s okay; I just want to know who’s the girl that didn’t fight for me until I lost one of things I value the most, singing.”

“------------------“ I keep quite there, I didn’t know how tell her how sorry I was and the girl she’s been looking for is me, I want to explain my side but no words came out on my mouth, then I saw a tears came out in her eyes

“It right, how could someone do that? Soojung told me that I was *sob* so happy that day when I buy *sob* that ring *sob* that I told her buying that ring is the beginning of “our” everything. *sob* But I was wrong because that *sob* day is the beginning of my world falling apart, that girl *sob* betray me. And  Krys told me I shut my world in my room and didn’t budge *sob* there saying that “she can’t do that, I know her she loves me and she won’t do that to me”   but I was wrong because day after day she didn’t contact me and just disappear like that. It was better *sob* I got into accident right so* sob* I won’t remember it, *sob* but even I can’t remember it still hurts so much *sob*, I still feel that something is missing inside of me. *sob* What do you think? How that girl couldn’t *sob* fight for me? * sob* You said before I’m beautiful, kind and sweet * sob* but why still that girl still left me?” I hug her and I prevent to myself also to cry, I need to be strong for her

“Maybe because she can’t do anything and got scared.” I answer her truthfully

“Scared? Bull, we’re together for so long but she got scared and can’t do anything that time? Scared of what?”

“Scared that her dream will be gone if you continue to focus on your business while in the group and your priorities will be more on the business and not on her and the group.” I need to tell her my explanation

“What do you mean?”

The real reason I agreed on her kicking out is because I thought she will give up her business and beg not to be out of the group but the company was quick and told Jessi about the decision and then the situation got worse when Jessi announce it on her weibo and SM confirm it. We agreed about the kicking her out the day before the fan meet and I thought they will give us time and the things will be back again to where it was but then this happen and I lost Jessi, I lost the girl I only love since then and now I don’t know if I can have her back again.

“Tiffany, hello.” She wave her hands in front of me so I look at her

“---------------“

“Hey I am asking you what you mean.”

“----------“

“Hey, can you please answer my question now? Who is the girl and what do you mean by that? Are you that girl?” She ask

“Huh? N-no.” I panic suddenly so I lied

“No? So it was one of seven? Can you tell me who is it?” She ask again

“I---“

“You can’t?” She ask

“Yes.”

“Hmm? Did she tell you about what you said?”

“Huh?”

“That she is scared?”

“Y-yeah.”

“And she means?”

“She is scared that she will lose you in to your business so she agreed to kick you out and believe that eventually you’ll give up your business and choose to be in the group only like you did before.”

“She wants me to pull out on my business and throw everything I prepared? Everything? Did she know how selfish that was?”

“Yes but did you even think of her when you prepare for that company? She ask you to postpone it since she knows the group will be busy for the comeback but you’re so stubborn and convince her to support, of course she will because she loves you.”

FLASHBACK

I am in my room when suddenly Jessi came in with her happy face.

“Tiff I have good news.” She said and lie next to me

“What is it?” I ask but didn’t look at her and continue my readings

“Tyler Oppa knows someone that can invest in a company I am planning to build; do you know how happy I am when he told me that?” I got alarm on what she said but I hide it immediately

“Really? But it won’t be immediately right?” I ask her

“You know I am preparing for it since before and the only missing is the investor, and since now I have one it will process immediately.” She excitedly said

“But we have a comeback to prepare and a concert and a world tour Jessi.” I told her

“I can manage to prepare for that at the same I am preparing for my own company Tiff. You know it’s been so long when I want this to happen and it will happen now.” She saying it with so much excitement

“But----“

“Aren’t you happy for me Tiff?”

“I am Jessi, I’m just worried that your time to rest will be gone for that.”

“It wasn’t just “that” Tiff, it’s one of my dream, to be a designer and owner of a fashion brand.” She frowns

“I know Jessi but can you postpone it a year or two or it is better if our contract already expired….”

“But Tiff we got just sign up for three years and if I wait again this opportunity may slept away again.”

“But Jessi you know this is the last contract we will sign being in a group, so we should focus on the group and the fans. This is our last three years to be able to sing as a group.”

“I know but you know me Tiff I love this group so I know I can do this at the same time, I have Tyler oppa that can support to do my part in the company if I’m busy in a group.”

“But Jessi building and launching a fashion brand will take so many time.” I argue back

“Tiff can you please just support me, you know I want all the support I can get to do this specially you, you’re the most important girl in my life except my Mom and Krys, please Tiff support me on this.” She’s looking at me with pleading eyes, I sigh how can I say no to her

“O-okay.” I said, I can’t see her being like this

She hugs me happily and kisses me

“Thank you Tiff, I know I can count on you, the best GF ever.”

I just smile at her.

END OF FLASHBACK

After that day Jessi became more busy that even text or call that she’s always doing before if we are in different location became rare until it was none already. We just talk when we have a practice but she barely went to our practice.

“Hey Tiffany, what are you thinking?”

“I just remember something.”

“Okay, can’t you really give me her name?”

“What will you do if you know who she is?”

“I don’t know, is it Yuri? Because I think she’s gorgeous and I saw how close we our in the videos in youtube.” I frown on what she said

“No.” I said coldly

“Why you became cold suddenly? I’m just asking, maybe Yoona?”

“It was nothing but it wasn’t Yuri or Yoong.”

“Okay, I’m just joking I actually don’t think Yoona is the one because when I look at her picture I like her as a sister, like for Krystal.”

“Do you know?” I ask so the conversation will turn t