Chapter 8
When I can't SingKrystal's POV
It's been a months since I got here in Seoul ..and it's so hard to me to find my father..Seoul is
a big city, everyday I go to the every company business in this place but non of them know
him..where are you father? I thought to myself..
I just ended up my day and still no signs of my father, I was exhausted as I walk home to
Jessica's apartment...yes, Jessica and I live together,at first I was trying to find an apartment
but Jessica insisted that I could stay in her place ..and she wouldn't take no for an answer..so
I accepted it,and since she let me stay here for free..I'll do something for her to gave
back her gratitude ..I make her breakfast ,I clean her condominium and make her dinner
when she gets home late..and I already know that she's a celebrity ,at first I couldn't believe it
but as she shows evidence then I started to realize that it was true and that explained about
what happen when we meet at the airport..surrounded by her crazy fans..and I also found out
that we have same last names Jung ,funny isn't it ?but we're not related cause i know we
don't have side of the family that is rich and famous..it's just me and my father living a simple
life back there in jeju..Speaking of my father ..Jessica was trying to help me find him but I
didn't let her..I didn't tell my fathers name and picture to show her so that she don't have
reason to help ,I don't want to be burden to her ..she's been busy to work..and I wanna do
this on my own effort...
I walk to the living room and lay myself on the couch..I sigh as I realized she's still not here
and it's been 3 weeks she's been out of the country for her concert and fan signing..it must
be tough for her..I remember when she came home late and collapse her body on me on this
couch due to her tiredness..she lean on my shoulder and say something that made me think
for awhile since she's out of the country..
Flashback
J: Krys.. What are we?
I was taken a back the moment she says that..I wasn't able to response but my heart keeps
on beating faster..And it made me ask myself too.."what are we?"I'm searching for a word
inside my heart..I turn to my side as Jessica fall asleep on my shoulder..I carried her bridal
style to her room and lay her on bed ..I stared at her sleeping peacefully as I lean forward
and kiss her forehead .."goodnight"
Present...
When her hand brushes mine, when she lean on my shoulders ,I like it ..I like walking next to
her ,our hands touch once in awhile ..each time I want to hold it but I can't ..I like sitting next
to her ,she's gonna lean on me and fall asleep..I can't hide my heart while being next to her ..
I can't just be a comfortable friend to her anymore ...I miss her, why can I just tell her that I've
been fall in love to her for so long ...I'm staring at her picture on the wall waiting patiently for
her to come home ..
Jessica's POV
Sometimes I get annoying without realizing, my feelings for Krystal haven't change..am I just
weird?..,I've been living a tough life myself, while tossing and turning alone in this empty
room, the tv plays an episode that seems like I watched yesterday..holding my phone that
doesn't right until I sleep, what are we? I'm confused..don't be aloof, she treat me with
confusion..she open my eyes up by her text every morning, and wanting to fall asleep with
her voice by the end of the day..I want to hug her in front of a lot of people as if I'm showing
off..
The more I think about it The more I get curious about her real feelings , she's so
ambiguous..I can't do anything or maybe I'm hoping for a miracle..I want a clear sign but I
always forget all about it when I see her smile..stop this Krys and be real with me..I miss you,
I'll be home Soon...
Krystal's POV
I woke up by the noise on the kitchen area..what? why would have be noise over there,as I
remember I was the only one here...except for- I immediately stood up as I run towards the
kitchen and then I saw her...she's home,I couldn't help but smile &feel joy as I watch her
making pancakes..then she notice my presence ..
J: oh good morning, your awake..
K: what time did you arrived?
J: just a few hours ago..come on join me ,I make us breakfast
I gladly sit beside her as I was staring at her..I really miss her..we ate our breakfast as She's
staring at me too..now I can't hide my heart anymore while looking into her eyes..but then
Jessica break our eye contact..
J: I still have schedule for today..so I won't be staying here for to long..
K: what? Leaving again? But you just got here..are you even resting?
J:as much as I wanted to rest krys but I can't ..
I felt my heart sunk as Jessica leaving again..I heard her phone ring as she pick it up and
talking regarding about her schedules ..
J: I gotta go now Krys ..take good care of yourself..
I watch her back while shes walking away .....I can't be like this forever,I want her
to stay..I want her ,I need her ..I need to tell her my real feelings..I run toward Jessica as I
hug her back preventing her to leave..
K: please don't go..I been so blue without you , every time I close my eyes all I see is you
..every time you leave me here I just fall apart ..every time you got home late at night,
sleeping on my shoulder ,I want to dream the same dream with you..I miss you,I think about
you when your gone,I can't concentrate without you ,the world is turning up side down, I now
understand my feelings for you ..I may sounds ridiculous but every time you leave there a
part of me that just wants to follow you too..I want you to know that you fill my world with so
much hole..I've been in love with you for so long ..since the day this
feelings being ,I didn't want it end..and I'm sorry for telling you this now,sorry for making you
wait, I'm so bad expressing myself, if you walk out right through that door I know I'm gonna
miss you..please stay with me..
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