Chapter 1
When I can't Sing"whoahh!!!!......Je-ssi-ca!!......Je-ssi-ca!!......Je-ssi-ca!!...kyaaaahhhh!!!!!"
"encore!!.. Encore!! Encore!!..."
Jessica's POV
I finish my last song as I heard all the fans shouting my name..I was amazed by the huge
crowd as i give them my 90 degree bow , I can't help but to smile and thankful for their love
and support...living a life like this was such a blessing but everything has an exchange..my
life is full of schedules and i don't have my privacy anymore ...the moment I step out on the
stage ,my shoulders droop down , my head hung low...every smile that I gave to my fans was
replaced by a sad,lonely and alone Jessica ..ever since my dad passed away I've been feel
so alone ,I'm the only child and even thou I have my step mother with me it doesn't making
me feel wanting...she's only being nice to me because of the money that I earned and the
company that my father give it to me...
"that was an amazing performance Jessica"
I heard my step mom said to me..I look at her and I can only see a dollar sign into her eyes,
I bet she was pertaining to the amazing money that I earn to this concert rather than my
amazing performance she was talking about...she was about to give me a hug but I manage
to ignore her and lock myself to my dressing room..I change my clothes to a casual attire and
remove my make up..I put my cap on and my shades ..I slowly open the door hoping theirs
no one outside..,I immediately run to the parking lot and drive my car..I was trying to sneak
out and have some time to relax ..since it was 2am already I guess it's the perfect time to
stroll around the city..
I was driving And i saw a coffee shop that was open 24 hours..I decided to buy
something to drink..then I saw my Best friend Tiffany
We've known each other since when we are still kids,my parents and her parents are friends too..
Fany-ah!!!!!I shouted her name as I run and give her a big hug
Hmmmmmmmm I missed you !!
T: Yah Jess !! Air... I can't ...breathe...tiffany said as she try to gasp some air..
J: Oops!! Sorry I just missed my best buddy,so how's your vacation?i ask her as I let go
T: It was great! I've seen a lot of pretty places and girls too..Tiffany shows his dorky smile..
J: Eyy ~~ still the same huh? I said
T:Yep! So Jess are you still single? Tiffany suddenly ask me
J:Yup..
T: You sure?
J: I'm sure, I like the feeling of being single...it's the best thing that happen to me, and why
would I want to find someone to make myself suffer? I answered her
T:The only reason why you are still single is that you can't forget your past..come on jessi
move on, it's been three years for god sake!!
J: Yah! You act like an ajummah ,I already move on you know
T:you need to learn how to love again..come on cheer up..you'll never know you would find
someone that can make you fall in love once again..it could be in just three seconds,maybe
later,or tomorrow..you'll never know..
J: since when did you become a love doctor tiff..?
T: yah!! I'm expert to this ..
While I was talking to Tiffany I notice a camera flash outside the shop then I realized that It
was the paparazzi ..I turn around immediately and put my cap and shades on..
J: ugh,tiff I need to go home ..the paparazzi was taking pictures of me..and probably you too..
T: w-wait can you take me home too..I didn't bring my car..
J: aish ! Chincha!! Fine,,here hold my hand ..when I say run..run as fast as you can...Okay?
1..2..3.. RUN!!! Kyaaaaaaahh!!
We run a s fast as we could towards my car..the paparazzi are tailing at us..I drive faster
until I finally lose their way ..
J: yah! I'll probably lose my fans tomorrow because of you fany-ah,they probably think that
I'm gay ..
T: but you are gay..hahaha what makes you think your straight ..
J: yah..I know I'm gay but the fans don't know and I'm still keeping it as a secret..
T:a piece of advice Jess..just be yourself okay..don't let anyone or even your fans control
you..you deserved to be happy..
J: thanks tiff..
After I take Tiffany to their house...I went home still thinking what my friend said to
me..Tiffany was right ,I deserved to be happy..but how and to whom would I find my
happiness..I still keep on thinking as I fall asleep..
-9 in the morning-
I was woken up by the sound of my alarm clock..it was still early,since My schedule for my
photo shoot is in the afternoon...I could still sleep more,..when I'm about to go back to my
sleep ,the door suddenly open and I hear the television being turn on..as open my eyes I see
my step mother being angry..
"jessica what's the meaning of this!!?"
I look at the tv that my step mom has been pointing at.. I saw myself and the picture that the
paparazzi been taking earlier..
"Jessica Jung caught dating late at night,Jessica Jung is gay!?,look at the video your
running holding her hands..who is this girl..!?"
J:wow, news spreads really fast huh..she's Tiffany she's my friend..her family and mine are
friends, you didn't know her because your not part of the family...
Stepmom: What did you say!?
J: your my step mom remember..
Stepmom: how could you talk back to me like that don't you have any manners left?! Hurry
up ,fix yourself ,you have some interviews to do this morning ..
J: I'm tired..could you just give a break for once!?
Stepmom: but you've got some explaining to do ..what your fans may think about this..?!
J: I don't have anything to explain,I didn't do anything wrong..and don't you realize that I'm
human!? I get tired too..I'll be having my break whether you like it or not!.. Besides your my
manager you should to your job to cover me and explain everything to them..!
Stepmom: fine! I'm giving you only a short break,,1 week is enough ..go to the far place you
want to relax but please Jessica don't do anything stupid again..all your hard work to be on
top will be put into trash..I just doing this to protect your image..
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