THIS WILL PROBABLY NOT BE DONE FOR A LONG TIME SUBSCRIBE AT YOUR OWN RISK

i started this ages ago, over a year ago, and its still not even half done so.....it will be quite long

NOT A SHIPPING FIC REPEAT NOT A SHIPPING FIC  (well kaisoo if u squint)

also this is based on a series of songs (vocaloid, dont judge) by the same name, so if you havent seen them, dont look them up or there will be some major spoilers ok