That day... I remember it like it was yesterday. It has been already 7 years when he said all those hurtful words. So many years. 10 years ago we met. 9 years ago I realised my true feelings for him. 8 years ago we became official. 7 years ago he left me. All those years and I still can't forget him.

Few days ago I saw him. He was happy or it looked like that. He had a family. He had children and a wife. Well he wasn't gay. I have so many guestions, but i know I can't have answers. I want to believe that all he said were lies. I'm sure he ment every word he said. The way he said the words, it was hurtful to see that he really didn't care. Because of him I think I can't love again. He got his happy ending. Where is mine? Maybe my happy ending still waits for me around the corner.

I still have a life and a loving family. Only one thing is missing; Him.

Does he remember me? Where those words really true or false? Did you really mean it? All those little questions are driving me crazy. And the fact that I can't never have my aswers isn't helping at all. There is one question and I want a aswer to it. Does he miss me?

I regret that I didn't say anything. I still have the rings that I wanted to give. Two golden rings. With our names in them. I want to throw them away so badly, but I can't. I just simply can't.

Today I'm going to a special place. I'm going there where I got my first kiss. Where he kissed me. I remember when he kissed me with lo