And so Heechul decided, he won't let himself fall deeper inlove with a taken Horse so he distanced himself, rather he avoided Siwon as much as he can making sure to make it look like he isn't distancing himself, which is quite complicated but he had everything planned in his mind.

He started to go out and meet with his friends more, he would ask gunhee to make sure to pick him up after every dance practice or schedule just to make sure he won't spend any more time with Siwon, whenever the group is together he would stick to either kangin or leeteuk or his new found bestfriend eunhyuk, He was doing good. No one knows. No one knows he cries his heart out at night when he's alone, or how he feels whenever he sees Siwon close by but can't hold or touch him, No one knows and as long as No one knows He'll be okay.

Thats what he told himself.

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Kyuhyun the evil maknae of the group was staring intently at his heechul hyung, the diva was getting his make up done for a group schedule. His eye bags are worst, he noted to himself.

"how can he call himself an actor" he muttered to himself and rolled his eyes. He noted the small things, about how his hyung's eyes glisten not in mischief but in tears everytime Siwon walks in the room, just like now.. Siwon walk in and his hyung's confident shoulders caved in making him look small and vulnerable, kyu can't help but think he's cute when he's like that. He smirked to himself, He wonder where things will lead.

Because contrary to what heechul thinks, someone knows, and that someone knows quiet well.

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end of chapter 2, i don't know if that even made sense. I wanted to put Siwon's side in this chapter.. but kyuhyun wanted face time.

comment maybe? I wonder if I should get a co-writer(?) message me if you're interested? I'd like to try on unfamous parings maybe. I think. 

Writing actually calms me down. ah see you soon then reader, if you're there

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