- “What do you do before going to sleep?” – 

-  “When was your last kiss?” – Hyunsik was feeling completely uneasy… His hyung knows, but he was still asking him those questions on TV so, smiling shyly, he answered – “Playing on my mobile phone” – for the first one and then he just laughed off the second one while watching at Ilhoon who was getting angry, probably with Changsub, the one who was asking those questions to him.

On the other hand Ilhoon was literally fuming, he kind of wanted Hyunsik to tell the truth, even if he knows that if the world would know it they are probably going to be hated or, in the worst case, to be separated, the boy frowned at the thought, he doesn’t want to be parted away from Hyunsik, he can’t even think about it, he’d rather die than stay without his hyung in his life, so, while the other was laughing, he hid himself behind Hyunsik grabbing his sweatshirt, feeling immediately secure, even more when the older took his hand in one of his for a little moment, leaving it just before the camera capture them.

<< after the broadcast >>

Changsub kept kidding on what happened while they were shooting, Hyunsik was too tired to keep listening to him and Ilhoon had to promise to himself to don’t kick his not-funny-at-all hyung in the glaring at him while they were going to their changing room.

Hyunsik was sitting before the mirror watching Ilhoon’s reflection on it, the latter was sitting on the couch apparently absent minded, he was being like that since Changsub made his not-funny questions and no one really noticed it, they were all either sleeping or playing on their mobile phone..

- Ilhoon-ah..? - the boy didn’t heard him, seeming like he was hypnotized by something, so the older got up from his chair and went near the little one – Baby.. – he whispered softly in Ilhoon’s ear making him frown before looking at him

 - W-what?.. - 

- What’s going on with you today? - the boy looked at his hyung and then leaned on him, his eyes lost somewhere else. Hyunsik didn’t like it. – Hey.. – he cupped the boy’s face in his hands and then kissed him lightly on his lips – are you ok?.. -

- M-mh.. I’m just.. tired maybe.. – he leaned more, hugging Hyunsik and then he sighed a little feeling a bit better when the older wrapped his arms around his thiny frame – I love you.. – he murmured, face pressed into the older’s shoulder

- I love you too.. – Hyunsik pressed his lips on the little boy’s hair, leaving a kiss on them while keeping him tight in his arms and Ilhoon finally relaxed himself drifting slowly in dreamland feeling protected pressed onto his hyung’s chest.

~~They were going out from that box-like room and Hyunsik’s smiled when Changsub whispered something in his ear, that doesn’t went unnoticed from Ilhoon who started to feel that pitch of bitterness that is the jealousy burning in his stomach. It has been some times now since he first started to get jealous of the relation between his boyfriend and his hyung, he knows that they are very close, they went at the same university after all, but there is something between them that he find totally odd, and when Hyunsik smiled like that to Sub he couldn’t do anything than clenching tight his fists and hoping to fastly arrive at their van while watching at those two whispering secrets to each other.

They were on the van ready for their upcoming schedule, everyone was tired but still they were excited to be able to meet their fans so they decided to just take a nap during the travel for being able later to greet their beloved Melody with their best smiles, but then, there was one of them pouting by himself in the right corner at the end of the van while watching at his, supposed to be, boyfriend chatting with everyone but him

- Hyung.. - he pulled softly at Hyunsik’s sweater catching the said one’s attention and then pouted even more – Why are you being like this? – the older one looked at him clueless of what his boyfriend is talking about – Why are you avoiding me? – the question hit Hyunsik right on the spot taking him back

- I’m not ignoring you Ilhoon-ah.. -

- Yes, you are. - Ilhoon looked deep in Hyunsik’s eyes – You are avoiding me, and why is Changsub hyung always around you? Why he asked those questions to you before at the broadcast? What the hell is going on between you two?? – the little rapper raised his voice a little, letting out all the frustration that was keeping him awake since a couple of days by now

- I-I… there’s nothing going on between us, why are you even thinking that there’s something? -

- B-Because i-it looks like I don’t exist for you when you are with him… - the boy sniffed lightly, hiding his face on his hyung’s chest

- Omo.. baby.. - he wrapped the boy’s body with his arms – I’m really sorry.. It’s not like this, really..  – he sighed a little

- W-What’s going on then? - Ilhoon looked at his hyung with his puppy eyes while making one of his best pouty lips (he absolutely knows how to make his boyfriend melt just before him)

- N-nothing.. we only talk about our studies.. - he was lying, Ilhoon was sure about it by the way the other was sweating

- That’s not true.. - he was starting to get angry, why his boyfriend was lying to him??

- This is the truth thought.. - the boy pushed the older away, now angry

- Are you going to keep it up with me for long? Why the hell are you lying? What the is going on between you and that ?!? -  the latter exploded tears flowing on his reddened cheeks looking at his boyfriend feeling betrayed~~

Ilhoon suddenly opened his teary eyes, feeling angry, frightened and terribly sad for what seemed like a very bad dream. Blinking a few times before looking around confused he found himself on his bed in their shared bedroom – uh..? – he tried to get up but then an arm on his waist blocked him 

- You finally woke up.. – Someone murmured with a sleepy voice

- H-Hyunsikie.. hyung.. ? When did we get back? - he tried to look at the older’s face in the darkness but he couldn’t so he searched for it with one of his hands

- hm... some hours ago.. you slept all the time.. – he felt a pair of lips being pressed lightly on his head and then he smiled happily clinging closer to him, the dream’s effect slowly fading away – I had to brought you all the way here, you know? -

- Thank you~ - he pressed a kiss on Hyunsik’s chest, keep smiling and feeling happy for having him on the bed – I’m sorry~ – he giggled like a baby don’t feeling sorry at all

- Your welcome my little princess~ - he just laughed tightening his grip around Ilhoon’s body

- Y-Yah! I’m a boy! – he shouted and the older kept laughing at him before smiling sweetly and pressing his lips on the boy’s 

- Finally my baby is back.. – he murmured and Ilhoon was confused so the eldest added – This morning you looked like you were far away from here.. from me.. I didn’t like it at all -

-  M-mh.. – Ilhoon looked down, feeling now more apologetic - I-I was thinking about something.. –

Hyunsik was looking at him, a tiny strip of moonlight was entering in the room from the the window and it laid gently on the little boy’s features

- Don’t you want to tell me what? – the older wasn’t angry, he was just worried, there was something totally wrong with the younger’s behavior and he couldn’t came up with why he was acting like that

- A-Ani.. It’s childish, i-it’s not important.. really – he wanted to sound more conscious and sure about himself but instead his voice cracked, sounding extremely frustrated making Hyunsik getting more and more worried

- Ilhoon-ah.. it’s surely something important.. Why you don’t want to talk to me? Is it about me? Have I done something bad? T..  –

- Ani! – the boy interrupted - It’s not you.. I-It’s me.. – the latter gulped feeling a little idiot for making his hyung get worried like that and doubt about himself – Hyung I’m scared… - his eyes were getting teary again – W-what’s gonna happen if the company knows about us? – Hyunsik didn’t know how to answer, he was took totally back by the sudden question, but then he understood and pressed a sweet kiss on the younger’s soft lips

- Baby.. fans love us, so even if the company knows about us they are not going to do anything about it, I’m here sweety.. I’m not going anyway.. – his hot and soft voice caressed Ilhoon’s skin like the most beautiful lullaby he had ever listened to, it made him relax, shooing away all his worries.. he has something like magical powers on him..

- Are you going to stay with me forever? – just like a puppy llhoon rubbed tenderly his nose against Hyunsik’s, caressing his lips with his own

- Absolutely yes, I’m going to be with you forever and ever – Hyunsik smiled softly and then pressed more his lips against his lover’s one, kissing him sweetly.

That night Hyunsik loved Ilhoon with all his heart, in the silence of their shared room, erasing all the boy’s doubts and leaving in him only the certainty of what is going to be their long love story.

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This is my first time writing a story in english and it isn't even my first language >///< I hope you liked it. Please tell me if there are any grammar error so that I can improve myself ;;