Jiyeon's POV

"You motherer."

"Don't swear Jiyeon," Myungsoo said all of a sudden.

" you Myungsoo, you don't even know anything about me, don't act like you do."

Oppa! Oppa! Bbuing Bbuing, just take me to the soju place~ oppa oppa

All of a sudden the video of me played on the school's main projector.

"Myungsoo, you did this?" Tears brimmed my eyes.

"No, no I didn't you have to trust me."

"Myungsoo... I... I trusted you." I stuttered, tears dripping.

I could hear the crowd behind me laughing and pointing.

"You trusted me with Hoya, I gave you lessons and I didn't tell him you liked him."

"You liked me?" Hoya asked with disbelief.

Was this planned Myungsoo? I thought.

"Jiyeon... I didn't mean it... I'm so.... sorry." Myungsoo apologized.

"I'm sorry, I can't except that apology right now."

"Howon you don't understand." I assured him.

"No Jiyeon, you can't like me. You'll only get rejected. I don't think of you like that. I'll just forget this scene and Jiyeon, I told you that your secret will leak." He shook his head while walking away.

"Well, if this was planned, you got what you wanted." Several tears dropped off of my face as I clapped and walked away facing Myungsoo. 

"Congradulations Kim Myungsoo, you deserve a prize."

I continued to stare at him.

"The prize for being the most biggest jerk in my life, let's never meet again."

"Jiyeon, wait."

He grabbed my wrist but I shook it off and ran out of school, missing the rest of the school day and I didn't give a about my so called mom.

Right when I left school, my head hurt like crazy and my face was all wet from my tears.

I need to calm down.

I quickly called a taxi and left to Anyang. (A place in Korea)

It took 40 minutes to get there from Jangchoongdong (another place in Korea) and when I arrived, I smiled.

I quickly went to his grave, my father's grave.

"Hi dad, I miss you so much~ haha, I apologize that I didn't smile today. I couldn't, today has been a disaster. Mom, and the two people that I love the most, betrayed me. Remember Kim Myungsoo? I was talking about him last time I visited? Well, I thought he was going to change me, but I think he's making me worse. Dad I love you."

Flashback when Jiyeon was in 8th grade

"Appa! I'm home!!!"

"Our beautiful daughter is home!"

"Daddy, today I was sad because Howon told the class that I was his sister."

"Why is that bad?"

"You know why! It's because, you know, I like him."

"You shouldn't like boys, boys should like you. It only hurts your self esteem." My mom told me.

"Mommy, I can't have plastic surgery on my heart, you can't stop my feelings."

Thay night I fell asleep when I heard some noises going on.

"Mom, Dad? What are you doing?"

"Putting presents under the tree." My dad answered.

"But dad, why are you eating the cookies for Santa?"

"This is not for Santa."

I knew, way back, who Santa really was.

"Honey, I heard that they have some sort of event going on at 12:00." My mom smiled and nodded.

It was officially Christmas.

  At the event, there were many people, all sorts of ages.

I pouted, "Appa, I want that."

"What do you have to do first, before we go to a restraunt you want to go to or a present you want?"

"Seriously? Fine. Appa! Bbuing Bbuing!" I pleaded with the cute gestures.

He bought the stuffed Santa and we kept moving along.

Suddenly my dad fell down on his knees.

"Appa? Appa!!???"

"I'm fine." he tried to smile, his face flushed white.

"Jiyeon-ah, never cry and always smile."

He fell onto his back and crowds were surrounding the scene.

"Appa, Bbuing bbuing, WAKE UP!!!"

Next to me was my mom who abandoned me at the age of 5 but my dad rescued me and forgived my mom.

My mom, was quiet but had silent tears flowing down her face.

The ambulance came that day but only to deliver the message that he was dead.

"The patient survived 3 months more than he was supposed to."

"So he actually died of cancer?" My mom asked.

"I believe so." The doctor replied.

My mom nodded with her head drooped down.

We went out of the hospital and I yanked her hand off of my wrist.

"What the heck? He had cancer?"

"I'm sorry Jiyeon."

"Why didn't you tell me?!"

"We didn't think you would handle it well."

"As a mother, you would've told me?"

"I'm sorry Jiyeon."

"That's what you've been saying since the age of 5."

"AGE OF FIVE?! AGE OF FIVE?! Stop saying it! It's in the past! I'm sorry, I WAS DRUNK!"

"That makes the situation much better."

"Do you think I wanted you?" 

"No dad did. You were just that one day and got me. The end."

"What?" My mom looked at me with disbelief.

"That's my story. I'll call a taxi, don't worry, I brought money."

------------End of flashback----------------------------

"Dad" I smiled, "Bbuing Bbuing. Please come back to me. I'll come back soon." And I waved good bye.

Myungsoo's POV

I didn't plan anything out.

Nada, nothing.

Who leaked that video?

I swear I recorded it on my phone.

Ughhh, what is this?

Hoya POV

"Noona, you remember Jiyeon, my school sister."

"Yeah, yeah, you always talk about her."

"Well, today, one of my friends accidentally told me she likes me and she went beserk. I don't know if I should accept her."

"Hoya, why did you approach Jiyeon in 7th grade?"

"Cause I liked her."

"You talk about her everyday Hoya, and I know you think about her too. You should accept her, I think her feelings are true if she went beserk."

"But I broke her heart today."

"Giver her a flower and confess, she'll like it."

"Thanks noona."

I went to my room and practiced my confession.

Flower will be hidden behind my back. 

"Hey Jiyeon, UGHHHHH. No!"

"Jiyeon! No ewww."

"Jiyeon-ah. Ok. nope. I sound like a ert."

"Jiyeon, I really like you. I liked you since 7th grade and I rejected you yesterday cause it was straight forward that I was in disbelief, I promise. I love you. Please accept me." 

Then I take out my flower.

"Ok. That is ok. Ok." 

I already felt nervous.

The next day arrived quickly.

I had a daisy hidden behind my back and I walked to Jiyeon.

"Jiyeon about yesterday-----"

"It's ok. I forgot about it too. What Myungsoo said is a lie. I don't like you, I think of you as a brother." 

She smiled.

I smiled back, a bit upset.

"Ummm... Jiyeon... I... here.... flower..... Just so you feel good today."

"Thank you."

Right when she left, she didn't know I turned around but she threw the flower away along with the note that said,

I love you.