I Know Im Not The Only One

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You and me, we made a vow
For better or for worse
I can't believe you let me down
But the proof's in the way it hurts

For months on end I've had my doubts
Denying every tear
I wish this would be over now
But I know that I still need you here

You say I'm crazy
'Cause you don't think I know what you've done
But when you call me baby
I know I'm not the only one

You've been so unavailable
Now sadly I know why
Your heart is unobtainable
Even though Lord knows you kept mine

You say I'm crazy
'Cause you don't think I know what you've done
But when you call me baby
I know I'm not the only one

I have loved you for many years
Maybe I am just not enough
You've made me realize my deepest fear
By lying and tearing us up

You say I'm crazy
'Cause you don't think I know what you've done
But when you call me baby
I know I'm not the only one

I know I'm not the only one
I know I'm not the only one
And I know...
I know I'm not the only one


This is just a random story I thought of while listening to this song;

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p_-U6dcTEOg

Anyway, Hope you enjoy ^^

Foreword

Hyorin and Kyuhyun made it look as if they had it all. They had a nice house, a strong marriage going on 2 years, were finacially stable. Their life was pretty much a fairy tale. At least...On the outside. On the inside everything seemed to be crumbling for one half secretly. Hyorin knows that her husband has been secretly seeing another woman behind her back. She's tried confronting him about it but the subject always ends up being changed. At first she didn't want to believe it, but when she saw a different pair of high heels at the front door. She couldn't deny it anymore She wasn't the only one.


{Diary Entry #1}

Dear diary,

Well, I only bought this today on a whim simply because I needed a safe place to vent out my thoughts and emotions without anyone else knowing. So here I go I guess. Today I found out that my husband is a dirty, lieing, cheater. Coming home from work early to surprise kyuhyun with the extra time we could spend together, I noticed a pair of golden heels, that I knew for a fact were not mine. Instantly my stomach dropped and I left the house to wait a few more hours before coming home at my normal time. It really makes me wonder what I've done to not be good enough for him. I've given him all the love I could pour from the deepest part of my soul. I wish I could just simply leave and divorce him. Start over and find someone new, and not have to deal with this. But I cant, that's something impossible for me because I need him. We've known each other for too long, he's been with me all the way back through elementary. He's the only person that understands every little detail about me, knows what makes me annoyed, and what makes me happy. He's the only person that makes me feel the way I do, and I can't just give that up and leave.

Because for some stupid reason, a part of me believes that this is just a fleeting moment and it will all pass within time. Heh, crazy right....Yeah....Really crazy...Oh, he's done with his shower it's time to put this away for now.

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