I’m 17 years old.
Pretty.
Talented.
Confident.
Popular.

Those were the adjectives that could never be used to describe me, as in, ever. Sure, people have told me I’m cute and tons of people have told me how I was good at so many things but did it help giving me a confidence boost? No. Well maybe just a tiny bit for a teeny short while and I guess people know me, kinda. As the popular girl’s best friend that is but let’s not talk about Hyuna, my best friend.

This is about me after all. Ok, you got me, I envy her. She is everything that I want to be. Of course she doesn’t know, no one knows, well except for me. DUH. But let us not dwell on that, back to myself.

The things I have said aren’t even the worst things about me? You know what is? I am a hopeless romantic. Ever since I had watched the movie, Titanic, I started to believe that there was someone out there for me. My one true love, my soul mate and everyday I have been hoping that that person would come knocking on my door, give me a smile, sparks would fly, and I knew I was in love.

If only it were that way, but it wasn’t. My love life was a total flop. Zero. Natta. Zilch. You get my point. So why was I talking about all these? Was I so pathetic that all I could do was wallow up in self-pity? Sigh….

Though my life isn’t that bad. I have a family: Two older sisters who are miles apart from me, a paranoid (but loving) mother, but no father. No he didn’t just storm out of my house ( and my life) one day then suddenly rely to divorce my mom. This wasn’t a drama. This was real life. He died when I was 11. So you must be thinking “Oh poor little thing, she lost her father at such a young age” Well, that’s not the case. I am happy, kinda, though I miss him sometimes.

And then there are my friends, the best friends in the whole wide world. There’s Hyuna, my very best friend-slash-most popular girl in school-slash-the one who makes me go green with envy but I love her lots and not even the green monster can break our bond. We don’t hang out that much though. What with her cheerleading practices and her social life and me…my…well… trying to find things to do, we rarely have time. Though I know she’s always there for me and vise versa.

Then there’s the people whom I hang out with, a lot, but somehow can never really have the bond that Hyuna and I share.

Sunhwa- the smart but gullible friend. And did I mention she’s tall? Like really tall. She is one of the people whom I could honestly say, I have nothing bad to say about. She’s honest and has a good heart. Even her stupidity at times doesn’t seem annoying, makes her more charming actually.

Gyuri- the beauty. She’s popular too and has a boyfriend that loves her, though she doesn’t do that well with her studies. She’s not failing her classes if that’s what your thinking and she’s not dumb, just that she doesn’t really prioritize her studies much and always distracted.

Sohee- oh so feminine and oh so gullible. I love this girl to bits. She can annoy the hell out of me sometimes though. She’s smart but sometimes I wonder where her common sense went to. And she has this guy, Kangin, who is like her sorta boyfriend. Their love lives have been unraveling since we were on third grade. Can you believe it? I love this guy to bits too. One of my closest guy friends. Sometimes I wonder how did these two get together, they have such different personalities. She’s shy, he’s not. She’s quiet, he’s loud. Etc. I guess opposites do attract.

Ok, that’s enough about them. Let’s go back to me again.

I’m 17.
My name’s Hebe.
I’m a freshman in college..
And hopefully I could meet my dream boy there..

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Hey, YOUstories here! I just missed writing and decided to write this. I don't really know where this is going and I really don't have a plot. I reckon it( the plot) will just unravel as I continue on writing. I still need another guy character btw, any suggestions? And I can't guarantee I could finish this. I have a tons of unfinished stories, but I will try. Like I said, I'm just writing. :)

EDIT: I decided this was going to be BeBu!! But I'm not changing the kpop artists. I'm too lazy to do the editing