A Night of Only You

A Night of Only You
In three years Mi Young started a new life. She devoided herself from everything Lee Gun and yet he still comes back. How could fate struck her incessantly of his presence. Tonight is her only chance to finally end this. His ghost should not haunt her forever. Gun is preparing to say goodbye to the painting. He is also saying goodbye to his one true love. Only her could make him weak it was only her that could make him suffer. "Of all the days! How can I forget the gift"Please sir can we head back I forgot something" Mi Young gasped. As the taxi turns around, Gun is up at the studio saying his last goodbyes to Gedoong Mi Young's most treasured painting. "I think mommy needs you more than I do. Have fun with mommy" he tearfully said. Loosing the painting means he does not have any ways to talk to Mi Young anymore. His only access to her thoughts is gone. Such a reality Gun has to face. He looked around the studio swimming his mind with Mi Young's work. There he saw the painting. A man in silhouette with swirled candies all over. It was their story. He would have wanted Mi Young but he thinks she needs to have someone better. Then footsteps interrupted his reverie. Mi Young hastily opened the door and it's opened. Panicked surged in and she ran to the stairs. A man was inside and faced her. Gun was clutching the painting of Gedong. "What are doing in here and why are you holding the painting? Mi Young frantically asked Gun. There in front of him his demons keep tugging to have her. Be selfish. His snail is here. But Gun wilted them and hid behind his mask. "Yes you caught me I'm Young Ja hahaha, he hysterically announced. Everything inside of him screams for her but he couldn't. Mi Young was surprised. The maniacal man he wanted to get away fooled her again. " Why would you do that?",she asked almost defeated. "Because I liked the painting can I just buy it because I wanted too.", Gun angrily shouted. The air seems to intensify as both their eyes quilted in anger and longing. "You knew the things I'm going through this past few days..." You knew everything...Why? Why would you care so much?", she tearfully exclaimed. Gun is almost at tears but he has a role to play for Mi Young's sake. He has to be the bad guy. "Your so naïve to trust people so quickly, haven't you learned anything for the past 3 years", he boastfully retorted. She immediately bursts into tears. All the hate she had for him and all the love she had for him came out. "You didn't answer my question why would you care? You keep pulling things back and forth with me. Your so cryptic and maniacal it's driving me crazy",she explodingly shouted . She did change she's speaking her mind now. A transformation that Gun never thought about. The reasons of saying goodbye weakens each time they see each other. He becomes afraid that he might not let Mi Young go. "Speak to me or God knows what I will do to you, she desperately asks. How can she make this harder for him he can't fathom. Everything inside him wants her only her. "Okay you won't speak I have enough of you", get out and she pushed him to get away. Mi Young used everything she can to take away Gun. Without anything to say he went down the stairs. Pain starts to cave in. Splitting her senses from loving and hating the same person. How can this hurt so much Mi Young can't understand. " I care because I love you all these time. How can I forget you?,Gun asked himself as he held the door knob. Mi Young's smile,her taste her scent exalted his senses. I can't let her go. Only her. Only her, was repeating over his head. She is mine she is all mine. As his thoughts yearned for her his footsteps follow suit. Gun was back upstairs looking at a crying Mi Young on the floor. "Why are you here didn't I say get out.,she shouted. He can't bear to see her this weak. Without thinking he held his place next to her. His face so close to hers he breaths Mi Young. His lips closed the space between them. How he missed those lips he doesn't know. Intoxicating him till he forgets all logic. He just wants to love her tenderly as she deserves. Mi Young surrendered herself. There is no point in fighting when all she wanted was to loose for him. Both of them had their hunger satiated by their kisses. But they both wanted more. They wanted to be together healing each other's wounds. He held her tighter thinking she would go. She held on tighter thinking he would let go. They kept answering each other with warmth and acceptance. Till Mi Young finally spoke. " Just be here...don't ask,don't go she whispered. Gun was surprised and he just went on to kiss her. He lifted Mi Young and brought her to bed. She grabbed his arms and held him against her. She kissed him more fervently thinking he would leave. " I won't go I'm not going anywhere, Gun whispered. He belonged to her as she belonged to him. Possessing themselves from each other's warmth. Nobody wants to stop for all the loneliness they had for missing each other was quenched incessantly by their passion. For tonight Gun will be selfish for tonight Gun will love her the most selfish way he could. Intoxicating himself of Mi Young like a sin was all he could do for tonight. She has always needed him to fill the void in her heart. For tonight she just doesn't care if this is forever or not. Because there is always one thing certain about her and him Mi Young thought it would always just be him only him. Surrending all their fears all their pain to each other was enough to not let go. When they finally stop the morning sun was filtering the bedroom windows. Mi Young didn't speak she just stopped moving and closed her eyes. Gun realized Mi Young halted. He lifted himself and lay at his back beside her. Mi Young turned her back at him. Reality sink in washing away the passion that possessed them. Tears came flowing to Mi Young's eyes. She knows this won't ever last but she still gave in to him it always has to be Gun to break her like this. He knew why Mi Young stopped. Gun knows that he could never have her. Even if he would hurt her it rather be now. The uncertainty of his death will always loom before them and he can't afford Mi Young to live that way. So he mustered every inch of strength to stand up and cloth himself. Silence flew heavily as Gun is moving about the room. Any second and she knew he would be gone. This time she wanted it to be certain. This time she won't bother to think of him more cause she gave him a chance. If he will still leave knowing how she felt last night then it's really over between them. " I might as well forget and give him up" "Might as well" she thought. He held back his tears as he can still feel her. He wanted her so badly so desperately. But his absence from her life could only mean her happiness. That is all what Gun knows and that is what he will give. "Hey Mi Young shi hua ha ha uhm I'm going now. Please don't take this seriously. It's just . You wanted me you're there it's all physical. This won't change anything. Let's just be strangers to each other ok" Gun quickly implied. His lies hurt more when he starts to believe it. So quickly he ran down the stairs and never looked back. A numbing feeling flew over Mi Young she knew this would happen and yet nothing prepared her. Her heart shattered to pieces she couldn't even breath. Only her tears soothed her against the pain. Crying heavily was her company till a knock from the door awakened her. "Get up Mi Young for Gedong's sake stand up she exclaimed to herself. She opened the door and it was just the movers bringing some boxes. "Oh sorry to have bothered you so early we just wanted to bring some of the things you left at the gallery. We don't want you to leave without these" an old man explained. "Don't worry ahjushi Would you like some coffee?,she offered. "No, just make sure you packed everything you needed. You brought everything you need so going here won't be a waste", the old man advised. "Thank you very much",she replied. Mi Young went upstairs and saw the Le Sopir painting. "Gedong I did what I can I love him and I would never love anyone but still he never wanted me. I'm sorry" I'm so sorry",she cried. Gun exited quickly. In all of his lifetime this was the hardest thing he could ever do. It may have been the hardest it may have been the most painful but Mi Young is worth everything. "She is worth everything I have to do just for her happiness", he kept repeating to himself.
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