I very rarely write angst even though I often have all these angsty situations (like this story) that appears in my mind. But everyone (including me) often get so upset about how hurt Tao and Sehun got when Kris and Luhan left. When everything settle down, I can't help but to wonder how was it for Suho, the one who is the guardian of EXO. Suho is such a sensitive soul and I'm sure he blames himself and and everything so... This fic was born.

Forgive grammatical errors and illogical bits, if there's any, I typed this out when I got bored in lecture so even I have not read through it. Even if I read through it (hopefully soon), I'm often too lazy to edit unless it is something really annoying haha.

Please read and comment!

P/S: You may think that I blame SM for many things but in actual, I don't. I remain neutral and I don't really blame anyone. To me, it is a conflicting of interest. I also know this is a rather sensitive issue but this fic is merely my thoughts on things. No one can fully understand how everyone went through so please, don't think too harshly of others. The world still has many beautiful things around :)