I'm not good at english so I'm sorry for the bad grammar and vocab from my fic....and I'm sorry if all my fic are to short, hope someone willing help me to edit it ^o^

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And this is my story from my diary, how I can love F(x), especially KryBer!!

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20 July 2011
This day, Me and someone that I love secretly "T", at that day we still at the same class at some university at town.
If not wrong, At that day, me and all my friends have some appointment to meet at library to study together because when that day we've some last examination for semester, that time only me, she and "R" (boy who is dislike by "T") that come and we decide to wait them, while that "T" who "never be quite" Ask me something that make me want to know what her feeling to me

T : "have couple is important?"

Me : "hmmm...yes"

T : "so if you say it important, why you never have boyfriend?" She said with straight face

Me : "me?? Never??" With raise my right eyebrow try to remind her about what I said before about my ex-boyfriend

T : "why you've no boyfriend now?" She change the question, know her false question, I freeze for a minute

Me : "cause I don't want now" then she think what I say

Me : "why you want to know and ask that? Are you been sick?" Say me with little annoyed to

T : "no...but I was curious..cause "C" and "B", yesterday they talk about their boyfriends...from what they talking, I was think why have couple is important? What is because if you've couple you'll get prestige? You'll get bla2?" I'm still hear her with cool

Me : "that the important of have couple in other side" I'm still act cool

Me : "why you not try to get boyfriends?" I raised my eyebrows with giggle then she smile when hear that

T : "hahaha....cause I think I don't need, when I alone I've friends, family and other"

Me : "yeah that's your statement now, but someday you'll need that someone" I smile "I hope that someone is me"

Me : "well why you not try it with "R" ?" I said while point to R who sit at other chair with study then laugh

T : "me?? With "R"???" She said with her funny face (because of that I always love to )

T : "hey I was 20 year old!" She said (because R is 18 year old)

R : "what's up?" Say while come close to us

Me : "Nothing, she only act arrogant because she was 20 year old" I said to R "oh you're very arrogant" I aid

R : "yeah we're 18 right?" He said with glum *note : I'm in same age with R*

T : "huh...all right I'm 20, but people can't predict that" said with proud then laugh

Me : "yeah...because of that I can fall for you" I said in my heart while smile

Me : "heh! 20 years old??!" I said with annoying smile then give straight face like not interest at what she said

T : "I was only want to married when I " she said and I raise my eyebrows

Me : "you're 20 year old now" I laugh

T : "yeah but not now" she laugh too

I was see her laugh, When that I was want to tell you how much I love you, but...I can't because I know this wrong and I don't know if you love me too or no?

Now, me and her are in separated class, because I'm in Mass communication major and her in Marketing major but we still can meet and spend time together with our friends, and I'm lucky because I can be your friend and I don't wanna ruin it by tell the truth about my love to you

And the other truth, I can be love k-pop because she always say jaejong, yunho or tvxq =.= *I'm act bored when hear she talk about this*

When she said that the other day when I search J-pop billboard chart on youtube, I see the k-pop new chart, if before that I always avoid this but after that I'll open it and see it, and I don't know why, but when I see that k-pop chart, F(x) with pinocchio is at up rank and I see Amber who very charming, because of that I'm still love F(x) until now especially Amber then from Amber I love all of the rest F(x) and especially KryBer ^o^

Today (when I write this on blog) 10 february 2012