Is that I want to say

But I ended up with 'night' instead

Today, my heart keeps on hurting whenever I call you our endearment.

Why is that? Am I having a hard time calling you that?

I keep remembering your answer when I asked you "Am I the type of girl a man wants to be a wife?"

You answered straight and honestly, "Not this man (me)"

I would be a hypocrite if I say it didn't hurt me. But I have accepted that I am not the one you want to be with.

In this relationship. Why do I stay?

What makes me hang onto you?

Why do I hope for a change?

Ah~ this heart of mine, clutching and whispering for it to stop hurting. When would it listen?

 

'You love him' it whispers back