This is a love tragedy of a couple. They love each other, but the fate force them have to separate from each other. The girl never say “I love You” to the boy, but from the bottom of her heart, he’s her everything. He’s her motivation for living in the life that she never knows why she needs to exist. He makes her life become more meaningful, even though her life ends up with an ill-fated death. Even though her body is worn out, her soul’s always full of happiness. She never blame it on anyone, because she chose this way for living. In everybody’s eyes, she’s just a , or garbage that anyone want to glance over. But to him, she’s the most innocent and beautiful girl. She’s his angel. Even though, now she is not as beautiful as before, her body is as thin as a lath, her eyes have dark circles, her skin is pale with some red marks, she just lies down on the small bed in an empty and dark room, he still love her as the first day they met. Her smile’s still beautiful as the shining light, which shines his life out. The boy recognizes the most beautiful face she has, is when the death clock rings, her face is shriveled, and gaunt, but her eyes is sparkling with the tears and happiness. That is the first time and the last time he can see her beautiful face that always exist and haunt in his mind forever.  

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Teaser/ Prolouge

The sky starts getting darker and darker. The gray clouds wrap all the blue sky. A few rain drops falling down on the ground. As the rain drops touching ground, they breaks into many pieces, and turn out the small dark dots. The dark-color dots start covering the ground. The ground is wet and muddy. It begin raining heavily. Among the boundless space, there’s a man in the black suit standing under rain. His long hair is messing up. The dark rings around his eyes, he didn’t sleep many days. His shoulder’s shivering because of the cold wind. His face is emotionless as if he’s happy or depressed. He’s staring at the huge space while standing in the cliff near the sea. His hands hugs something tightly. That’s a funeral urn. It seems he attending a funeral. However, this is the saddest funeral he’d ever attended. There’s no priest, no guests, no family, but only him with the sea. He stands up there in many hours, no movements, until the sunset. Right as the last sun light disappears, he opened the urn up. He takes something in his fist; he extends his fist into the air, and slowly loosen his fist. The grey ash flies over into the air from his pale palm. Some ash flies over into the air, some dissolve in the water rain, and drift downstream. He keeps doing this until the urn become empty. He holds the empty urn tightly, places a slight kiss onto it. He mumbled “I love you forever, Sulli”. Then he throws it into the sea. It slowly sinks into the deep sea. That is his lover’s bone-ash. From the corner of his eyes, the water starts rolling on his haggard cheek. No one could know this is his tears or just the water drops. The saddest funeral in his life happened like this.

The boy backs to his house to pack his stuffs. Since the day she left him, there’s not his home anymore. That house become cold and cheerless place. There’s no voice of anyone. But there’s full of his memory with his lover. The happiest days, and the most painful days in his life took place in here – right in this small, nasty, and dark flat. He decides to leave this place, because there’s no reason could hold him there. He opens the draw and pack his stuffs in his bags. Once he opens one of many draws in closet. He finds a shredded note. He recognizes the famillar writing on the note. He knows that is her note – her last property. This thing reminds him of her. He can’t help but crying again. He starts opening it up. The note will lead him to her past. It will show him the reason why she left him alone. He will know another side of hers that he never expect she experienced. In the dark room, he’s sitting on the small bed, leaning his back on the wall, he begins reading her note from the first page.