Finding yourself

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“I can’t believe you Jung Daehyun, I thought we loved each other” The bitter words of V spat out, it was the words he didn’t want to hear. The words that would break his heart piece by piece.

 

“I...I do V honestly don’t make me choose this…” Daehyun full of regret, he wished never started this conversation in the first place. He knew it would escalate but not so much as a raging V ready to slap Daehyun.

 

“So you think you can just dump me for a girl that was your best friend and think that everything is going to be all fine and dandy?” Each syllable of the word was more of a hiss and Daehyun gulped, frozen in his place not knowing whether to just leave V and get to the point.

 

“Look, V I have never lied to you about your feelings and I truly did cherish our relationship but I feel like there’s something in my heart I need and frankly I can’t keep this deceptive forefront of hiding myself from you. I’m sorry I truly am but I can’t keep up this relationship and so,” Daehyun extended his hand “I hope we can be friends still after this.”

 

Daehyun stood as still as a statue waiting for V to respond he can see his forehead creasing, trying to decide whether to accept his hand or slap him.

 

    “Just, promise me this Daehyun, I hope you made the right choice and tried to think with your mind then your heart.” He looked at him with a sorrowful look, pain etched in every place of his face. Daehyun felt like he was breaking him apart, and it hurted like crazy.

 

He walked past him heading for the door, paused then turned back at him with one look, one of letting go of someone, “I just wished you loved me harder like you did for her.” And with that his essence, his being was gone. Daehyun leaned back against the wall and breathed heavily a stream of tears following himself.

 

    ‘You pabo, you make me seem like the bad guy, I always have loved you just as much as her.” And with that he slumped down on the floor and put his head into his arms and breathed as though as the hardest part was over,

 

But it was only just the beginning.

 

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If you could have a second chance to make things right, would you? 

If you could be giving the chance to love again, would you try? Especially if you’re gay? Jung Daehyun only feels like its possible, as his only hope is Lee Hyeri. His best friend from High school she was the only one that saw him for him and nothing less. Years later he finds hidden feelings for her and is overwhelmed with the choice. he already has a boyfriend and is getting ready to take over his parent’s company. But he makes the radical choice of going for it and finds himself again, but through her step by step he falls in love with the girl that has been there for everything. He’ll find himself on the borderline of rediscovering himself and learning that its who you are that people love, not what you are.

 

 

 

Foreword

Authors Note 

Hello everyone! 

For those of you that know me I'm Babyz36 author of another fanfic called A chance encounter check it out if you haven't read it yet! A reader had actually recommended me doing this story and I was on board with it, I enjoyed creating the story for this one because I was going to be experimenting a lot with different writing styles and hopefully find one that suits me the most. Like I've warned to my other subcribers in my other fanfic, I'll do my best in updating but I'm super packed and will try to do so accordingly in my life :) 

Warning

I will have at some chapters include vulgar language in order to enhance the authenticity of the story and also since the subject I'm talking about is one that is sensitive I hope that I can also send out a message to all you readers, There have been recent news (most from last year) about people who are gay and that there has been a great movement about certain parts of the world allowing same marriages and more rights for people who aren't stright. I want to portray at least accurately of someone who is gay and what they go through, it won't be on the level of how people create stories of ships that are the same , I find this also a personal homage to really saying its okay to be who you are and if society can't accept that then they're at a lost.

 

Disclaimer -  The names of the idols and fictional characters are not to be expressed in any negative way only to be used to portray the story. Any coincidence of the story are either purely coincidental or that its been plagarized. PLEASE DO NOT COPY MY STORY IN ANY WAY POSSIBLE.

 

Thank you and please enjoy <3  

 

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alemrac #1
I always wanted to see a different kind of story...and this story is the one....^^ fighting
alemrac #2
Chapter 2: Can't wait, this story is what i am really looking forward to!!! ~fighting author~nim..♥♥