I tried to speak but not even small word come out in my mouth. "Don't stress yourself.You can talk later just lay there for now"Lay said with worried voice But where's Xiumin?I want to ask them but i can't. All of them is here but I can't see him here.Is he still angry until now? I want to know where is he? "Sehunnie,where is Xiumin?"He is here in my room visiting me. He looked away,gulp and try to cough. "Noona,I know you're hungry.Try to eat this apple."Tao interrupt us. "Where is xiumin?I want to see him." "I don't know?"tao said "What do you mean you don't know?His your friend.Why don't you know where he is? "Just eat noona." I know they keep something from me.Why don't they tell me where Xiumin is? "Kookie,where's Xiumin?"i ask my brother who happily playing in the couch holding his PSP. "Do you feel it?"he suddenly stop playing,drop his toy and look at me intently "Huh?" "Your heart,it's new." "What?" "You undergo to an operation noona..Don't you know that?" "What do you mean?"