I used to be in love with someone, Jeon Jungkook.

He stole my heart, then left with it.

The tears I shed, the thoughts that ran through my mind, the fake smiles, everything; was because of him.

Although he was gone, I could still hear his voice and warmth.

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"Hey Soo Yoon!"

I turned around to find my bestfriend, Young Hee running towards me with a priceless expression.

"Yes?" I looked her up and down noticing she was not wearing her typical clothes. She wore baggy tracksuits with a white t-shirt covered with a plain, grey jacket half-way zipped.

"Come, I have to show you something!" She smiled and grabbed my wrist. She dragged me down the crowded streets.

"Where are we going and why are you dressed like that?" I managed to say between my heavy breaths.

"Just shut up and follow me!" She smirked and continued running.

We eventually reached her apartment. She unlocked the door and dragged me into her room. She sat me on her bed and held my hands.

"I got tickets to BTS'S concert!" My jaw dropped, Jungkook was in that popular idol group.

"I don't want to go alone, so you're coming with me!" She stood up and opened her wardrobes.

"What should I wear?" I watched her scan through he wardrobe, throwing things out and holding them in front of a mirror. She was excited but I wasn't. I was scared.

"Are you going to go like that?!" She turned around after hours of watching her flick through the mountains of clothes.

"Can't I?" I looked at the mirror to find what was wrong with the outfit, "I don't even wanna be there"

"Why not?" She screeched, "I mean the Jungkook is there!"

"What's so great about him?" I knew what was great about him, I knew more than anyone. It was pointless asking yet I still did.

"EVERYTHING!" her inner fangirl had escaped from her grasps.

"Fine, I'll go home and find something better than a tee with jeans." Young Hee only recently moved to Seoul, she didn't know what had gone on between me and him. If she knew, her heart would break.

I looked outside the window of my room and sighed, nothing could compare to the anxiousness I felt. I had almost nothing to wear. I lunged myself onto my bed and stared at my wardrobe. I noticed a shirt hanging out of my wardrobe that I felt like I've seen.

I rolled off my bed lazily and crawled towards the shelf. I took it out and a pair of black shorts followed. The button was caught onto the collar of the shirt. I looked at it, trying to piece the memories together but I couldn't figure it out.

I gave up and eventually ended up wearing the white shirt and shorts. I tucked in the shirt that was too long and wore a maroon knitted jacket over it. I was satisfied and headed towards Young Hee's house.

She was wearing all the BTS merchandise that she had ever bought. She looked ridiculous but she wasn't as bad as the other fans. They brought everything from lingeree to albums. They were yelling ridiculously loud even though there was nothing to get excited about.

"God, please don't let me get killed by these fans" I prayed sarcastically and went off to find a toilet.

"Excuse me" I squeezed passed several dozens of fangirls and finally got out to some place. I looked around attempting to find a toilet. As I was about to cross the road, a black car pulled up almost hitting me.

"I'm so so so sorry!" I apologised not paying attention to who it was.

"No, it's my fault please lift your head!" The man sounded burdened so I lifted my head to find a group of boys staring at me. My face flushed bright red.

"Park Soo Yoon?" A voice called.

No, it can't be. Why now?

I could feel tears building up in my eyes.

"Sorry, I think you have the wrong person." I bowed and walked away trying to hold my tears in.

Jungkook, we meet again.

I finally found a toilet. I was shaking profusedly, my attempts to calm myself were futile.

I washed my face and trudged my way back to Young Hee.

"Where were you?!" She cried.

"Toilet." I didn't neccessarily lie to her, I just left a few things out.

"Anyways hurry up, otherwise we won't get to be in the front!"

"Yeah yeah" She sped all the way to the front of the line and shoved us right in front of the middle of the stage.

"Hey, you okay?" I was blankly staring into space.

"Huh, oh yeah I'm okay" I forced a smile and turned my attention back onto the stage.

"I'll be seeing him again soon, right here..." I murmured to myself.

"Huh?" Young Hee screamed as if I were deaf into my right ear.

"Don't worry" I avoided the question. I was scared of what I might do if we were face to face. Would I break down? Would I slap him? Would I walk away?

The moment I stopped questioning myself, loud piercing screams filled my ears. I could hear the boys footsteps, but I couldn't face them. I didn't want to see him.

After two hours of loud music and piercing screams, I was finally able to get out. I let out a big sigh.

"Hey, wait back here I'm going to quickly get an autograph from Jungkook!" She was running towards the group of fangirls and almost blending in with them.

"Where are you going?!" I screamed my heart out, his back was towards me. He didn't turn back.

"I'm sorry Soo Yoon, I'm really sorry..." It didn't feel sincere, not in the least.

"Jeon Jungkook, why are you leaving me?!" My throat was dry and my tears wouldn't stop flowing down my cheeks, "Don't leave me, I love you!"

My words weren't getting through. He's not going to stop, he's not going to turn around. This is our last goodbye.

I dropped to my knees and cried into my palms.

Young Hee was taking too long so I decided to call her and let her know I was going home.

I was about to leave the spot until Young Hee came running although I had told her I was going home.

"Come on, atleast say hi to them, they're about to go home!"

I didn't get a chance to reply and she had dragged me through a bunch of girls. I opened my eyes and found myself in front of Jungkook.

No, no, no. This can't happen, please no.

"Jungkook oppa, this is Park Soo Yoon, my bestfriend!" She revealed my name, this is bad, "Please remember her!"

I managed to sneak a peek of Jungkook, his eyes were wide open. Not this, I'm going to breakdown again. I can feel his undivided stare.

"A-annyeonghaseyo" I bowed nervously.

I was about to turn away but someone had hugged me from behind.

"We meet again, Soo Yoon" He whispered into my ear.

Words were caught in my throat but tears followed each other down my face.

"L-let me g-go!" I tried to pull his arms away, I didn't want to get hurt again.

"No, not again!" I felt tears roll down my collar bone, "That shirt you're wearing is mine"

"N-no please don't do this!" I had forgotten people were watching us.

"Y-you still love me, right?" My body shivered.

Nothing but tears fell down my face.

"I'll take it as a yes!" He spun me around and the next thing I knew, he was kissing me. This feeling was so nostalgic, it was so familiar. My lips naturally started to kiss his, I didn't want to leave them. We were in our own little world, the fans didn't matter and Young Hee was standing there smiling.

Did she know? Now, it didn't matter. My life was back to normal, my first love has become my only love.

Don't ever fade away from my life again....

[Author's Note]

How was that? My first proper one shot, I spent 2 days writing this. I'm not sure if that's a good thing or not.

Please comment and vote, it would make me very happy. Also, I'll be taking 5 requests for one shots, so please comment your bias or any idol ♡

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