I have a boyfried. Well, I at least think that I have for almost 2 years.
We don't often meet. Maybe, just once or twice a month?

He's older than me and more matured. He has a stable job where his position is something I'm not sure I can attain in the future.

He's a pretty serious man, and, I hope he's serious in us, too. Because I am.

These past few months, we haven't seen each other, I think I've already forgotten how he looks like. We just have phone calls to know what's up. Nothing sweet or something. But yesterday he called me to meet up with him today. And now, I'm on my way.

Will he break up with me? Is he going to dump me because he already fell in love with his secretary? Or did he meet a new beautiful client with the same age as his?

Ahhhhh this is the 1st time I am not excited to meet him.

I can already see the cafe we agreed to meet and it's just a few steps away from me. Around 13, maybe? And so, I slow down my pace.

I'm too scared, I'm too nervous.

Shall I go back instead? But, he's waiting....

What do I do..............

I pushed open the glass door of the cafe, and I immediately saw him. He's so easy to spot. He's tall, he's manly and very handsome. He has this unapproachable aura, but, it makes him look cool. I admire him so much.

I walked towards him, feeling nervous.

"Yunho" I called out to him as I approached the table.

He looked up and smiled at me. The smile I've missed so much.

I sat down across him and looked down. I'm having a hard time looking at him in the eye. What if I broke down and cried? It will be embarassing.

There was another cup beside his drink and he pushed it gently towards me. He still knows my favorite. 

I picked it up and pretended to sip. How can I drink my favorite at this kind of time?

"Jaejoong" He softly called out my name and looked away. I hope he doesn't notice my shaking hands... And my lips, my lips are trembling.

Did I make the right decision of going here? I don't know how I look right now, but, I know I look ugly and I'm about to cry.

"I'm moving out by next month..."

I can't respond, I can't think, I don't know what to say.

"Jaejoong...." I just stare at him and I feel my eyes getting watery. Is this it? Will we be over?

"Will you move in with me?"

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