FLASHBACK

 

[TAEYEON]

 

(17 MARCH 2014)

 Jessica Sica. I know this message came late. I guess it hit me when I heard that you were crying
because of me again. My heart was hurting, and all of a sudden, I wanted to cry too. So many
years went by like that as I left our friendship behind. All these years you have been trying
to fix things, but I always made sure to keep you away. I know you cried over us many times,
but even so, you were still always there for me, always watching over me. I couldn't overlook
that even if I'd wanted to. There were times when I missed the past, but whenever I get
reminded of our fight, I end up forgetting about how precious the times we shared were. I don't think
I'll be able to forget the fight, but at this point in time, I can no longer withstand how it tears my heart
apart when I know that you're crying. We can't bring back the past, but maybe
we can build something new together. You can cry again, but
maybe this time I want to be by your side...and hold you while you cry. So...because I'm not by your side now, stop crying And even though I still can't say the words "I love you", you need to at least know... I'm sorry too Did you see my message...?

 

 

 Fany ♥ kim taeyeon just where are you right now! do you even know how late it is? im calling your mom taeyeon I'm fine wtf you disappear as and when you like it when its so late and then you just tell me your fine? where are you now I'm in the carpark where did you go exactly why did you take so long ok whatever just tell me about it later i want you back in 5 min I look terrible now can you two just ing snap out of this how long do you even want to stay like this for? Stop it seriously shes in a mess and so are you you obviously care for her but your trying to act like you dont or whatever i mean fine you can stay mad at her i dont care but dont make people worry about you like that just wtf and its 5 min where the hell are you I'm still in the car Fany please I'm feeling terrible now can you please save your words for the next time im going down now Fany can you just let me be... I'm safe I'm in the carpark I just said a lot of things to Jessica She didn't reply and I'm just really all messed up inside Just let me cry it all out Go to sleep if you're tired I'm safe how in the world are you expecting me to sleep when my best friend is telling me that shes crying? im coming down Don't just ing let me hug you i dont want you to be alone your making me cry you idiot