How can i love her if everything was against us?

Can i fight for my love?

Does she love me too?

That's just some of question running in my mind everyday. 

Theirs a lot of them actually but i never got one answer for them.

Im a coward so what to expect? NOTHING..

I have a crush and it's a girl also she's older than me about 6 years of gap and she's not a bi .