He grabs my wrist then we went out of the room going to a quiet place where no one can see us.

 

 

He let go of me.

 

 

“Why are you here?” He asked,

 

“Why are you asking?” I replied,

 

“I’m just concern” He said,

 

CONCERN.BIG WORDS.

 

“Since when? As far as I remember you stopped.” I said,

 

“Look, I didn’t bring you here to discuss some stupid past okay?”

 

After hearing those words, all I can feel was pain in my chest.

 

I didn’t answer him back but I did turn my back.

 

“I’m still talking. Don’t turn your back on me” He said grabbing my wrist,

 

I pushed his hand away,

 

“Oh Yes I am turning my back on you. Like what you did.” I said leaving him,

 

 

I don’t have this courage to go back to my class after that scenario. So I stayed at the Library till the class was dismissed.

 

I didn’t bother looking at him or even talking to him.

 

“Sunye, Goodbye! See you tomorrow!” Mina and Sunha Said,

 

“Okay bye” I replied,

 

I walked down the hallway and everyone was whispering. And I am pretty sure it was all bout me. I saw our car and I went inside waiting for my brother. After a few minutes he got in.

 

 

“So how’s school?” He asked,

 

“Don’t even ask.” I replied,

 

I guess he knows what happened so he remains silent.

 

It took us 5-10 min before arriving at our house.

 

After arriving I went directly to my room, I locked it. And jumped on my bed.

 

“What a day” I said,

 

As I lay down in bed I didn’t realize tears started to show up again.

 

“You had enough. You can do this!” I said to cheer up myself,

 

I keep wiping my tears but tears continuously flowing.

 

/Knocks/

 

“Sunye, Are you okay?” My brother Chanyeol asked,

 

I couldn’t speak because my throat is already dry. So I have no choice but to open the door.

 

“Why are you crying?”

 

I pulled him inside then I locked then door. I sat down to my bed, while my brother sat beside me.

 

“I’m just tired” I said,

 

He wiped my tears away, “This is the first time seeing you crying because you’re tired. Are you tired because of school? Or because you saw him?” He asked,

 

I couldn’t answer but my tears kept on flowing, I didn’t hesitate to act like I’m okay. Even though my brother acts like an sometimes but he listen to me when I needed him the most.

 

“That’s okay. It’s been 4months after that Sunye. Maybe, this thing happens because life wants you to have a new memory with him. You know.

 

As friends.”  He said while patting my head leaning to his shoulder

 

“But---” I said,

 

“But what?”

 

“I still love him” I said crying my heart out,

 

“Oh dear” He said, “I have to go now. I have to finished my homework’s” he continue,

 

He left my room and I was quite okay.

 

“Just avoid him Sunye. Avoid him and everything will be alright.” I said,

 

I took a quick shower then wore my pink pajama with my big shirt. I didn’t go down because I’m not hungry. Well I lost my appetite.

 

 

 

 

 

*alarm tone*

 

“Why does this thing need to make noise” I mumbled,

 

I woke up took a shower well as usual ate my breakfast.

 

“Are you ok?” My brother asked,

 

“Yep” I said,

 

We both went to school on time.

 

 

“Have fun” He said. I nodded then went to my room.

 

I took a deep breath

 

“Hey Sunye where’s Jongin?” a guy asked teasing me,

 

Damn am I Jongin’s Keeper?

 

I shrugged.

 

He’s not here. Maybe he’s late.

 

Class started few minutes ago and yeah I’m right he’s late.

 

*Bell rings*

 

“Okay enjoy your break”

 

“Hey Sunye, wanna eat?” Mina asked,

 

“Yeah sure”

 

We went down together and he did too.

 

“I’ll just find us a seat.” I said,

 

I sat down to a table, and I saw Jongin with his friends. And it’s not new to me. It’s still Kyungsoo, Sehun, Kris, Baekhyun and Tao.

 

 

3 of us talked about our crushes. Mina and Sunha said, They like Sehun and Baekhyun.

 

“How about you?” Mina asked,

 

“Mina isn’t obvious? It’s Jongin” Sunha said,

 

I shouted, “NO”

 

Now great People from the cafeteria looked at us including Jongin.

 

“But you two” they said,

 

“We’re not together. He just said that because he don’t like noisy or people who’s fighting in front of him.”

 

“You really know him.” Sunha said, “I knew it”

 

“What?” I said,

 

“We knew it from the start. Both of you know each other.”

 

“bu-but how?” I asked,

 

“Well Kim Jongin never ever allowed someone sit beside him. Except the people he knows. And he never protected someone like what he did to you.” They said,

 

“Guys. I---”

 

“It’s okay. You don’t have to explain” They said,

 

We we’re having fun talking when Eunji and her gang came to the cafeteria.

 

“Oh so here she is” Eunji said going to my direction,

“What now?” Mina said to her,

 

“Move. I’m talking to her.”, she said pushing mina,

 

“So how’s your day? Your day with Jongin?” She said,

 

“I said---” I replied but before I continue,

 

She threw some water at my face, “Now tell me” She said,

 

I was speechless, I don’t know what to do, my eyes started to be teary already,

 

But then someone offered me a tissue.

 

“Stop this bull Eunji.” Jongin said, “You want to know what happened to us? Why? Are you a Reporter?”

 

 

I tried to stop him but,

 

“I DON’T LIKE YOU.” He said then again grabs me out from the scenario.

 

 

 

We went to a place near the gym,

 

“Thank you.” I said,

 

He nodded. Both of us sat down to a bench,

 

“I have to go now” I said,

 

There’s no sign of response,

 

As I walked away from him little by little,

 

“Park Sunye” He said,

 

I stopped and looked at him,

 

 

 

“I’m sorry” 

Words that came out from his mouth, 

 

 

 

 

 

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