Dear Kris,

Hey honey bear. The only husband I cherish the most and love. If you already read this, you will know that I will never regret my life marrying you. You gave me a family and  love. I don’t know how to express myself to you, but I love you  and no one can’t take that away from me. Somehow, when I recieved the word Leukemia from my physician, I didn’t expect this to happen so soon or never. I always wonder what will happen to my family and their future? I really want to see my children grow up and as we grow old.  I don’t want to deny the truth and loving you has changed my life.

I want to live longer, but wiill you take care of the children right? I know you are a strong father to start with and I know you will be a responsible father and I know you will. You may or may not like what I say, but I do want you to remarry if you wish. I am not going to stop you there. I will support you even from the heaven.

Please, do not forget about me. Please, remember me every day as possible.

When you meet someone, please let that person take my place and take care of Angel, Karen, Kelly, Alex and Jackson. The responsible mother who can take of them and please don’t abandon her. Love her as much you do to me. I love you Kris and  I want to make sure that you always remember.

Also, let Soo Hyun oppa see them often alright?

If you want to say you’re sorry for what you have done, do not worry, I already forgave you. You did so