All This Time

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"I can't. This time, my feelings are too deep, Seo Joo Hyun."


Yonghwa.
I still remember the words I said to her when the last time we met. Why she wasn't sensitive to my feelings? I mean, I had openly declared, but she still pretend not to know about my feelings.
"Hyung, what are you doing?" Jungshin said when he saw me play guitar with tones chaotic.
"I'm looking for inspiration then you came and messed it up."
"Heol! What do you mean, Hyung? I just want to help." he argued.
"Help me?" I asked, puzzled.
"Yes. I'll help you with my prayers are effectual so fast you get inspiration from me." Jungshin said. He immediately went out of my room just like that. With the departure of JungShin, I immediately found the inspiration for the song that I want to make. I've found the title first: Can't Stop.


Seohyun.

"I can't. This time, my feelings are too deep, Seo Joo Hyun."  his words still ringing in my head. I wanted to tell him that I also felt the same way, but I was too shy to say. how do I explain my feelings to him? Maybe I should've to wait longer to make sure that my feelings only for him.


Yonghwa.

"Ne, viewers, soon we will see a comeback from CNBLUE with their new song. Before that, I will interview one of the members of CNBLUE. Annyeonghasseyo, Jung Seobang!" Tiffany exclaimed as MC in one musical event with a smile that contains a meaning, "What is the theme this time of your new song?" she continued.

"Aigoo, Tiffany ssi, don't call me like that.  This time the theme is about how a man who has deep feelings for the woman and he couldn't stop liking the woman." I explained carefully to her. I know that she is Yongseo Shippers. Yes everyone knows it. Or not.

"I think I know people like that. Perhaps is it your life, Jung Seobang?" I can't speak as she was right about what happened to me. And Seohyun.
"Aniya. I-I think you should listening to the song."
"Ne, gamsahabnida Jung Seobang! Okay viewers, we should see now the performance of CNBLUE with his new song, Can't Stop."


Seohyun.

"Ya! Seohyun, did you know that CNBLUE performs today with us?" I was combing my hair when Hyoyeon Unnie told me that indirectly I will meet him. Jung Yonghwa.
"Ne Unnie I know it."
"Mwoya?  Are you not happy to see him?" she asked with a cautious tone.
"I'm happy to see him" I said. Not that I wasn't happy to see him, but I'm just worried about how I'll tell that I am very happy to see him. And also, I have to explain my feelings to him. At the thought of it all, I secretly listen to songs through my headset. I see a playlist of songs Taylor Swift, and unconsciously I play two songs, Enchanted and Speak Now. Then I got the idea to write down all I want to tell him. Like the first time I made him a letter.


Yonghwa.

I never thought the audience was very enthusiastic about the song that I made this time. after the performance of my band, next is Girls' Generation. I just pull out my phone and send a message to Seohyun.

 

Meet me on the roof after you finished your performance. I have something to tell you.
I can't wait to see her.


Seohyun.

I opened the message on my phone. I was shocked that Yonghwa sending me a message.

Meet me on the roof after you finished your performance. I have something to tell you.

I don't have time to reply the message. I can't wait to see him. This time I'm ready.


"Annyeong, Seo Joo Hyun." I smiled at her and waved to her.
"Oppa Annyeonghasseyo. How are you?" she said with a smile. Ah, I always like her smile.
"I'm fine. What about you?"
"I'm also fine."
"Seohyun-ah, I want to tell you something." I immediately said what I meant.
"Me too Oppa, but let's hear from Oppa first." she said, her head bowed down shyly.
"Seohyun, I liked you ever since we first met at that program. But I can't said that when we parted. Then I met you again five months ago. Out of nowhere I said that I have a deep feelings for you. As evidence that my feeling is really real, I dedicate my feelings for you in my new song. I'm sorry, that's all I can do, Seohyun-ah." I saw her tears in her eyes and she smiled at me.
"Oppa, I also feel the same as you, but I'm too shy to say it. I enjoyed the times with you. I'm not afraid anymore when I'm with you. I'm not afraid of the scandal that would happen to me as long as you were by my side. Maybe with this letter, you will understand my feelings to you later. "​

To: Yonghwa Oppa.

 My phone's ring made me smile in the morning
You told me last night we met in a dream
Somehow I feel you present here
Your laughter entertain when I'm alone
I'm here and you're there
Only met via voice
But I always waiting when we will meet
Although you are now far away
We look at the same sky
Out of sight but close at heart​.

Oppa, I like you too. This time and later, I want to spend my life with you.

From: Seohyun.

Foreword

Hi. This is my first fanfiction of Yongseo. Please give any comment if you have to and I'm sorry for my bad english because I'm Indonesian;;). By the way, I put some lyric from my local singers into the story and that's a good lyric plus a nice song.

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chino29 #1
It's a song from ran isn't it?
No wonder it felt familiar, even it's in english