It's 11:30am in Los Angeles. It was so sunny and warm. I hated it. Los Angeles . I still refused to talk to my parents. We had to stay at a hotel the first night until we could get everything moved in to our house. As soon as we got to the hotel I emailed Tiffany. I was hesitant to email Dongwoon. I was nervous because of what he said before we left. 

I wanted to go back to Korea so bad. I couldn't stand it here. I wanted to kiss Dongwoon so bad. It was killing me that I couldn't. I wanted to stab a baby in the chin with a butterknife, I was so upset. I did NOT want to be here at all.