hyuk pov .

i didn't get enough sleep today

so i woked up having a bad headache . i didn't want to go to school  
but i was forced by my dad not giving me time to explain myself . so i just let it pass

when i reached the school everything was normal 
no one bullied me today which is strange 
i went to my class and sat near the window . i heared gossiping and whisperings abot a new student 
but i didn't care . because no one will be friend with someone like me "no one"

the class started and the teacher came with a student behind him
i looked up and was shocked about what i saw
he was really handsome and scary at the same time that i cannot explain with words 
his  .eyes . nose .mouth everything was just perfect . not like me 
and when i checked there was no empty seat in class . just one . which is beside me 
"really this isn't going to happen right " i thought to myself
but he really came and sat beside me without saying a word . of course because im a hated
person in this world so he shouldn't talk to me

we sat awkwardly the whole class i was so scared the i felt my heart will just explode . the bell rang . it was break time so i quickly stood up 
wanting to run away but someone suddenly holded my arm . i looked behind me and it was the transfer student 
" ummm . im leo  anyway can you tell me the way to the cafeteria ?" he sais with a low tone which terrefieded me 
" uh . yes " and i told him the way and quickly backed up not giving him a chance 
to ask more questions
i was passing by alot of people " why is it so crowded here espcially today uh " i told myself
when i was in deep thinking i suddenly bumped into someone 
i looked up and it was my bullier  
" i'm sorry " i said really scared of what will come . it never was easy to encounter him 
" wow. you are just apologizing that's all ? " " gotta be kiddin me hhhh" he said
and the next thing i remember that a slap was placed at my face 
i felt tear form in the corner of my eyes threatening to fall 
but i shouldn't cry in front of all this people so i tried to hold it in and succeeded
" hh are you going to stay silent for along time . i'm not going to wait you the whole day " he scoffed
" th..then what should i do ?" i found a liitle courage to say that but regretted it imediatly
" hh are you trying to play smart ?"  " no you don't need to do anything i will do everything " he said with a smirk
i knew what was about to come so i just stood there waiting for it to come
when suddenly a cold water was splashed on me . it was winter which worsen it
i felt my lungs clench tightly that i couldn't breathe . after what happened all the people in the cafeteria started 
to laugh 
"serves you right " he laughed and left me behind like nothing happened
i was so cold .i thinked i'm going to die 
when i bent down to take the food that fell from me earlier i shivered hardly 
dropping the food again . unfortunately on someone's leg 
i was so scared to look so i kept my head down . until i heard the person talk
" are you okay ? " " come with me i will help you " ..... said and holded my hand 
i didn't dare to look up knowing that it's a prank
but when suddenly i was in the nurse office . i knew it wasn't a prank 
so finally i looked up and for my surprise it was leo
he looked at me and then handed me his gym clothes
" change into this . i will be waiting for you outside " leo said . leaving me dumbfounded
" what !! he said that he will be waiting for me ? " i thought to myself as i changed my clothes
i went outside and saw him leaning on the wall 
" oh you finished " he said with a low voice " i need to talk to you .come to the cafe near our school at 6:00 "he said then leaved
" w..what are you kidding me is he crazy " i thought 

school finished . i went home 
i reached the door but there was something odd . everyday i just saw dad's car but today there's another one
i can't do anything about it so i just went in and was welcomed with dad lying on the couch with a women but not my mom
so i walked slowly trying not to wake them up . i succesfuly reached the stairs but suddenly i heared a voice calling for me
" hey han sanghyuk where do you thing you are going to huh ?" my dad said
" my room dad " i said
" no you aren't going to go to your room . you are coming here and let us enjoy ourself " he said with a smirk
" d..dad what do yo mean i don't understand . if you are going to enjoy yourself with that women then why do you need me " i said really
not knowing what did he mean by this 
" acting innocent ! how cute of you . i meant that we play with you " he said 
"n..no dad this isn't going to happen " i said angrily but regreting it 
" what .raising your voice on me ! i think you should be punished . come here or else i will do something you wouldn't like " he said angrily 
" yes " i replied . i regret saying it but if i don't obey the punishment will be harder 
so i came and sat on the couch looking at the women staring at me intensly while my dad was in the kitchen 
he came with a wooden spatula on his hand . he sat on the couch that where beside me
" come and lay on me leg " he ordered and i did what he said 
he pulled down my pants leaving my showing 
" everytime i hit you i need you to count and if you don't count i will repeat it understand " he said and i nodded
" one " it was really painful 
" two " "three" and continued like this but when he reached to number 8 i felt tears trickling down my cheeks 
it was too painful to handle so i started to scream with every hit 
" okay i finished now go . i don't want to see your ugly face " he ordered me so took my pants and leaved the house
i couldn't walk properly because my bottom started to hurt as my pants started to rup against it 
" holy " i said while looking at my watch it readed 6:00 pm i was supposed to meet leo 
so i ran until i reached the coffee shop but when i was about to open it i remembered that i didn't change my clothes wich is his clothes
but i don't have time to do it so i just intered searching for the said person i saw a head soo familiar to his so i assumed it's him 
so i walked to him and said " hi "
" sit i need to talk to you " he said and i sat forgetting about the spanking earlier 
so when my buttom reached the chair i winced in pain and stood up right away . i couldn't sit it hurted me like hell
" what's wrong i think i said to sit not to stand " he said in a dangerously low voice
" oh okay i will tell you something but please don't laugh " i said and he nodded
" m..my dad just spanked me and i can't sit okay that's the truth " i said embarrased
" oh that't it . okay let's go outside and talk " he said and i followed . when we reached the park he just stood there staring at me 
it was silent for a while but it finaly broke
" okay . what happened today at school and does it always happen ? " he asked ' what? why is he asking me about it ' i thought
" nothing really happened i just fell in the water and it doesn't happen often "
"don't lie to me hyuk i know the truth and what you are telling me isn't the truth and you know it " he said glaring at me 
" n..no i didn't lie to you and you know nothing about me so just leave me alone " i said sadly
" what i am just trying to help you and that's how you thank me " leo said coldly
" thank you i don't need your help and i never asked you to help me " i said angrily while tears started to trickle down my cheeks
he just walked away leaving me standing and hurting a lone ' what . he is a heartless bustard after all' i thought 
i satrted to walk but the pain stopped me so i just stood in my place crying when suddenly it started to rain
' what's wrong with my luck ' i thought to myself as i stood there not moving and feeling cold hit me like thorns
i felt really dizzy . my head started to spin and i felt the groung under me turn into a black 
hole that's eating me . i don't remember what happened next 
after a while i opened my eyes slowly . the pain is still there i looked up and saw that it stopped raining
but the sound is still there ' wait where is this place ' i sat up 
" oh you are awake " leo said looking sadly at me
" thank you for saving me " i said while looking at my lap
" are you stubid . don't you have the strengh to fight back ? are you really a man ? " he said 
" you just don't understand and will never " i said starting to cry again ' no no one will ever know what i have been through ' i told myself
i suddenly felt a warmth hug my body as i looked up and saw him hugginm me . so i just let myself brake. crying more on his broad shoulder
we stayed like this for a good hour until he spoke
" hyuk it's going to be okay . you now have me beside you so don't worry and stop crying it's bad for your health " leo said with a caring voice
it was the first time i heard him talk in this tone . so i stopped crying and lifted my head and letted my eyes meets his
" i promise that everything will be okay from now and on " leo said while smiling at me
" do you know that this is the first time that someone talked to me like this " i said while hiccuping and he nodded
" how do you know so much a bout me ?" i asked
" you where my first love but you didn't know me at that time .so i kept on following you without being noticed " i smiled at him
" do you still love me ?" i said shyly 
" yes i love you and will never leave you " leo said warmly tangling his hand with mine
" i love you too hyung " i said and suddenly i felt a warm thing being placed at my lips
it was his lips.

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hi thank you for reading my story and hope you enjoyed 
i am in love with hyuk . sorry for any spelling mistakes 
english isn't my language