Dear Heart,
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Dear Heart,
I don't really understand why I'm doing this.
Writing letters to a failing organ in my body, that is.
I just wish you'd get better at doing your job.
Zitao is getting worried and I think the doctors are giving up on me.
Some days, I wish that all of this could be over.
But I can't quit just yet.
Remember the promise I made to Zitao?
Please don't let your heart condition get the best of you. I know it's hard, but you have to stay strong.
I'll do whatever makes you happy.
As long as your heart is beating, I'll be happy.
Foreword
I really shouldn't be writing another fic, but.... I've been suffering from TaoRis feels and this is the result.
For those subscribed to my TaoHun fic, I'm sorry. I have major writer's block and Oblivious Love is really stressing me out.
For those subsribed to Oblivous Love, I'm also sorry. I haven't given up on it! I was really close to finishing the second chapter, which had around 5,300 words, but then it got deleted when I edited on my 3DS and I was left with only 800 words. I just get discouraged whenever I try to re-write but I'm slowly getting there. Just give me time. I'd rather take forever and write a good chapter than rush and write a crappy one. I hope you understand.
Don't hate me for writing about Kris in the hospital xD
And no, Kris isn't crazy. Writing just relaxes him.
Also, I don't know a whole lot about heart conditions, would someone be willing to educate me? I just want to know what kind of pain a person can go through, how long someone can be hospitalized, different kinds of heart conditions, etc. I only know some facts about heart attacks and I want to make Kris' condition/disease as realistic as possible.
I'm either going to try to post a prologue really soon, or just go ahead and start working on the first chapter. It could take a while (school and holidays), so please be patient.
Until then! XOXO
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