Legs shattered. Hand grasped the paper tight. Tears flowing hard on cheeks. The shaky legs collapsed in front the door and she curled her body near the chest and bursts into tears. Killing herself in the sobbing. 'Tut..tut.." Leave your message after the beep.'  

 

"Baekkie.. it's me. Are you busy? Can we met? I love you.." She hang her phone before continued cupping her face and back to sob. 

 

"Hey.." She smiled widely. Seeing the guy that she missed the most staring her. Curling his lips and approach her. "I miss you.."

 

A warmth body cuddle her firmly. Making her tears flowing and breaking into a hiccups. Baekhyun cupped her face and wipes the tears with his pretty fingers. Feeling the hot fingers on her face and make her pulling Baekhyun and hugged him again. "I'm here.."

 

Baekhyun brushed her hair and once again cupped the beautiful creature in front him. 

 

"Don't cry anymore. You looked ugly in your sobs." He smiled awkwardly. 

 

"Why you leave me alone Baekhyun? I'm still loving you.."

 

She stares him filled with tense. Make Baekhyun hot lips kissed her forehead before thrown a deep kiss on her lips. Face growing hot as she break herself into tears. Clutched her hand on Baekhyun's shirt and closed to his body. The bitter kiss. Totally different from their kiss before. Baekhyun changes. Changed into the real man. Not the clumsy guy that she used to love before. 

 

"I love you Bae.. Just don't leave me.. I really do love you."

 

The sparkling eyes darted on his eyes. He grinned and hugged her tight. Baekhyun can't even say a words. He really do he can explain all this thing but he know he can't.

 

 

"I need to. I do love you but maybe we should just be friend. Beside i love her.." The tiny body collapsed and rolling her eyes upside down. Creeping her chest tight and burst into a tears. Trying to find the real world.

 

 

"Baby.." Baekhyun kneeling and pulled her pallor body firmly into his embraced. Even Baekhyun can't lie to his own feeling. He silently crying. His cheek turns cherish. Hard to breath. 

 

Baekhyun hugged her weak body and planted a deep kiss on her forehead before stood up. Still in his tears he smiled and walking out the room. Dump the teary girl in pain alone. Without turning back Baekhyun closed the door quietly. He leans himself against it and bursts into tears again. Put his both palm on his forehead he mumbling. "Good luck.. I love you too.."

 

"Baekhyun!!" Bae ya!!" She yelled with all her strength. Gazing straight to the door. Wishing the guy will open the door again and ran towards her and hugged her and say "Everything will be fine..". How she wished for it. "Bae.."

 

"I love her so much. Then I lost her.."

 

Baekhyun burning heart weeps.. Staring their photos fixedly. Baekhyun hugged firmly her shirt. "Baby.. I'm sorry.." He hang his head down and let the tears slowly flowing on his fair cheek. His beauty fingers approaching the face and cupped it. "Please come back.." 

 

The world looks gloomy in his eyes. The green grass turn black to him and the sky looks fade away. He smirks. He walked at his and her first date park. Holding his ownself from letting the bad tears once again flowing. But not much just the watery eyes seen. 

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"Baek can we meet?" Forcing herself to give a call. She was so lucky Baekhyun answered her after a thousand times leaving a voice messages. Baekhyun silent. Just a humming echoes on their awkward phone call. With a little doubt feeling, Baekhyun agreed with her requested. 

 

She stood infront the coffee shop anxiously. Peeking her watch and exchanged look with the parking lot. Searching for Baekhyun car parking there. Thirty minutes past. She sat down on the stairs and still waiting for her Baekhyun.

"Hello Baek. Where are you?"

Her voice heard and waiting for his answer. "Hey.. I'm sorry for not informing you but actually I can't meet you. I have something to do." 'Tut..tut..' He hang up. Without she managed to say anything. She bites her lips. Mouth lock and only the tears pooling on her eyes talked. 

 

She walked home with some disappointed feels and jitters. Wondering what have been Baekhyun done until he didn't have time to spent with her. "Ouch!" She dropped her phone. The girl that hit her shoulder quickly picked her phone up.

 

"Sorry! I don't see you!" She bow repeatedly towards her. She smiled and bowing too. Well she don't mind even. "Are you heading to the bustop?" Suddenly the girl that hit her asked. She wrinkling her eyebrow.

 

"How do you know?" "Hahaha!"

 

She giggles by cupping . "Well this way heading to bustop right? I'm going there too! Btw just called me Tae."

 

She took out her hand for a shaked. They both walking together towards the bustop. Chitchat like a truly bestfriend. 

 

"Are you taking bus here?" She asked Tae. Tae just grinned and stares her.

"Nope. My boyfriend gonna fetched me up." Tae smiled happily. She just nodding and looked far to the road. Waiting for the bus.

 

"Aha!! He's here!" Tae yelled. Make her startled and quickly stood. A gangly body with a blue black coat came out with a smile from the car.

 

"Bae.." Her voice stuttering. That guy.

 

"Jagiya!!" Tae running like a kid towards Baekhyun and hugged him. She widen her eyes and don't blink it.

 

"Baekhyun? Byun Baekhyun?" Her little heart whispered. 

 

Baekhyun noticed her. His face turned pale. A bunch of sweat running down from his forehead. Taeyeon still cuddled his arms tight. Make a way heading towards her. She forced to smile even its hurt. Felt the tears started pooling. 

 

"Meet my new friend, ____" 

 

"And meet my fiancé!" She cleared . Rolling up and down her eyes..

 

"Nei?" She tried to find the words again.

 

Baekhyun doing nothing. Just trying to avoid from locked his gazed with her. She pretended to be fine dealing with the pain. Pretend she don't even know who Baekhyun. 

"Hi.. I'm ___ . Nice to meet you.." Her voice grown sad but  still held it inside. She took out her hand and tried to shake Baekhyun's hand. He looked awkward. Smiling bitter and shook her hand. Taeyeon giggled. 

 

~

 

"Until when you wanna keep this from Baekhyun?!" 

 

Chanyeol yelled towards you who sat on the edge of your bed.

 

"Until I die.."

 

She hugged herself against chest. Body turned cold. Felt the tears started to flow. She cry. Silently dropped the tears. 

 

"Until I die. Until he forget me. Until he get married.." She mumbled. Chanyeol sat behind,, wrapping an arm around her  body. He pulled her close and hugged tight into his embraced. She turned around and faced Chanyeol. She raised her face to Chanyeol's, and blinked away the tears and gave him a weak smile. 

 

"Until I die.." smiled. And rested her face on his chest. 

 

~

 

"It's over Baekhyun. It's over. She won't return." Chanyeol tapped his shoulder. Staring Baekhyun with a lack of tears on his eyes