Live life to the fullest. No one can really stop you from all the things you wanted to do, but, you always have to be careful on what you do. Not all things turn out to be fine and some things, you can't really change or even fix it. They would turn out to be very permanent. Life is always like this with Kim Jongin. You never really know what's going on with tomorrow. He always reminds me that I must not live always in the hurtful past when he can always forgive me. We trust and love each other, we never hide our secrets and we're always together everyday. We should expect, he said, what's going on tomorrow and be ready with anything that would either break us or gain us life.

Kim Jongin was one mysterious person, for others, it would be 'is', I was mysterious for him too! He was jolly, lucky and smiling all the time. Only his games made him frown and no one there would cheer him up, even the cheerleaders and the girls whose eyes are at him always. I always wanted to become friends with that jock and I know he's harmless. You should know that, Kim Jongin is one approachable person, and you should also know that he is choosy at making friends. He has standards. 

We're in love during the day when the night was young. He took me somewhere dark but something lit up, it was his heart. His warmth and his nervousness made me giggle that night. We kissed under the full moonlight and hugged and danced slowly as he hummed softly against my ear then said, "I love you and I want you to be mine forever." I blushed then laughed before saying the sweetest 'yes'. I made him happy.

Now, something happened between us. It is very hurtful and both of us are still speechless about it. I don't know if there's still a cure.