"Are you ready?"
"You must stay calm."
Stepping on stage makes me wonder how far I got, keep your eyes open, the tuned voice, posture, attitude, during my ten years of training I just learned something that will bring to life
"Determination and talent."
The focus was marking me, the soft piano came into contact with my feelings, showing the true meaning of that song. How does it feel to be there? Well, it is a intense mixture of fear, anxiety, shyness, everything involves fear, fear of failure, fear of failure, fear ...
"Her voice is impeccable ...! Where were you during that time?"
"There is a however!. .. "

Fear

Two hours before

"Unnie! Where are you going so beautiful?" Finally passed the 12 days before the hearing, which was perhaps the fifth time I do an audition, I already lost count. I was nervous and worried, it might be my only chance, but it's my only chance.
"Today is the day of my hearing. " I said choosing the best equipment. Over those six years I have learned that to get good points in the test, not only matter the talent, but the appearance, I lost weight 25 pounds to continue training
"What you think? "

Be confident was important, but I will not be a hypocrite I was scared to death
"Fighting unnie! You are the best!" Min said, I went ahead an hour because I knew that something may happen down the road I heated my voice, the music I was there was my own
"Excuse me, can you tell me where is the C-Jes?" It is as expected got lost on the way
"Turning left, you go down the street and you will see a huge dining hall you go down the street and the cafeteria will see a huge C-Jes board. " said the lady. I do not usually walk the streets of Gangnam
"Thank you!" I ran as absent only twenty minutes, I finally arrived I was a little tired, the hearings have started, I took my number was 210 and was still 28.
"I knew Jaejoong being one of the judges ..." The comments leaked, many people were saying jurandos were very rigid and was not admitting mistakes
"Before you have a lot of people came out crying ..."
"Really ?!"
I knew I could not be as good, but I can not be afraid to admit , this can be a time bomb, I have to keep the bed
"# 210"

"Hello, my name is Kim Hae Won." My hands are shaking I tried to hide them not to show my nervousness
"You train how long?" Asked the only woman judge
"Six years." I said taking a deep breath, I took courage and viewed all the jurors

Kim Jaejoong was ... Kim Jaejoong?
"What are you singing?" asked the director Jung
"It's a song of my own, 'The Sky Artificial'." I told the director that makes a half smile corner
"Amazingly, usually all show success as music and dance corner, but why did you choose your music?" asked the director
"As this song was written for my feelings believe I will get transparece- them more. "
"Are you ready?"
"You must stay calm." I took a deep breath as the music started, I thought of all the feeling I put it, an unexpected love, life issues, everything was where the song is mostly my feelings
"What could I say about you ?!" said the judge as soon as I finished, all eyes were on me until the inattentive Jaejoong
"Her voice is impeccable ...! ? Where were you during this time, " said the judge
, "What do you say to your voice" ? Asked the director, I knew it was a kind of test, maybe I should be humble
"Technically, it has a potential different. Personally a connection with my interior, I have my feelings disclose clarity. " I said
"You're good, but what can we do with you? Solo? Group? " asked the director
"Anyone, I know control my role, my voice, my stage presence in a group, or please the public in a solo." I said with certainty
"I liked you, is safe and firm in his purpose. I see you dance well for your virtual listening, I am the director Hwang dance for me you've spent. "
"Thanks." I wanted to jump for joy more had to control myself, the feeling I had was fulfilled, happy and satisfied with my presentation
"You are a safe and talented girl. I am the advertising director Min Young. "
"Thank you." It was two missing four
"I'm in favor. I am the director of Kim trainees. "
"Thank you," Three are three missing three!
"I thought you special, talented and fun. I am the manager Choi. "
"Thank you," Four!
"Jaejoong ..." He was quiet and paying attention, all he nudged
"She's very down!" he resmugou
"I can wear heels." I hit
"It's fine!" he snapped back
"I gain weight easily, already weighed 60 kg." I said
"Your hair ..." I interrupted him and said
"You as a singer and actor, you know that for the entire solution , weight loss, fitness, cosmetic surgery, we are a market and need perfection, right? "
"Okay, you were the best so far." finally five missing one!
"Since Jaejoong agreed to ..." said the director laughing
"Welcome Kim Hae Won!" a moment of silence, I was in !!
"The requested ~~! I will not disappoint you! " I could not believe that someone pinch me!
"I mean it's really hard to pass, but his voice touched everyone here! I know it's not your first try, YG, SM, JYP, Cube, all that has been denied for not being the best? Or being the best? whether it's good to have you here! "My dream was being held! first step to the top! THANK YOU !!
"Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! " I do not believe, my heart was racing like a girl in love, I finally got it !!

To Be Continued ...

Author's note: First chapter I'm sorry for language mistakes! I hope you enjoy. Comment is super important!
poster and background soon!