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Key’s POV

            The only person who you wish to have can never be yours. The only love that you ever wish for can

never be fulfilled. The love for that person is and will always be wrong…unacceptable… disgusting…

forbidden… THAT IS MY LOVE FOR HIM.

            He’s within my sight but beyond my reach. He’s my world in which I revolve. He’s my everything that

leads me to nothing. He’s my all until…

            I was seven when our parents died. Car accident. It was a stormy night, the rain pouring hard. Our parents

are on their way home from work. We, the three of us, as we waited for their return, got worried.

Flashback…

Onew was sitting on the couch watching some news on the television until Key, his brother, sat beside him.

“Onew hyung, how long will it take before dad and mom come home?” Key, tugging his brother’s shirt, asked.

“I don’t know, Key. We’ll just wait for them, okay?” Onew, the eldest who was eleven back then, patted Key’s

head reassuring his younger brother. Key nodded, made his way to their little brother’s room.

“Mom? Dad?” Taemin, five at that time, stood from his bed as he searches for the person who opened the door.

“Shh~ Taemin its Key hyung. Dad and Mom aren’t here yet but they will be here soon so you better go back to

sleep. I’ll tell you when they arrive, okay?” Key said as he hugs his little brother.

“Okay, Key hyung!” Taemin beamed his bright and innocent smile as he lie back on his bed again. Key exited the

room to join his brother but then stopped when…

*Ring Ring Ring*

            Onew stood up from his seat to answer the phone. A few minutes later, a sob was heard, echoing all

throughout the house.

Flashback End...

Key’s POV

            Ever since then Onew hyung tried his hardest to earn us a living. At an early age, he started working, all

day and all night. He stopped going to school. He did what Dad and Mom was supposed to do.He forgot to enjoy

his life. He forgot his OWN life. All for us.

            It’s been fourteen years since that nightmare, which we wished to wake up from. We are still on the same

house; the only thing that changed is the once cozy and lively house was now an empty and lifeless place to live

for us.   

            The only thing that changed is my feelings for HIM…my feelings for Onew Hyung, my brother. Through

those years, I yearned for him…his attention, his affection, his warmth, his LOVE.

Taemin’s POV

            Fourteens years have passed since then, which makes me nineteen. We are still living in that house; the

only difference is that it’s only us, brothers, who reside here. I was five when my parents died. I have vague

recollection of them. I envy my brothers who were able to spend more time with my parents than I am.

From that time then, I felt alone. I was all alone. Onew hyung rarely go home due to his work. Key hyung and I

was always left at home but he was all over Onew hyung. How great Onew hyung is, how he worked hard for us,

how he loves us, his brothers. I know all of it, without him telling me. I’ve been watching them closely all those

years.

“Taemin, wake up! You’ll be late for school. ” Key who was cooking their breakfast, shouted from their kitchen.

“Ten more minutes.” Taemin yawned as he rubs his eyes.

“Don’t wait for me to get y