Life as an idol isn't as awesome as you see through the television. Maybe the word 'idol' itself makes you think like damn but trust me.. Its not~ Its HARD WORK...

You need to practice hard and work fast at the same time. Every part has to be perfect in order to give a great show to our fans.

Just like our seniors used to say, "You gave your heart and soul to  present the best ever performance~" . Yeah, more like dead to me...

Maybe having people who adore you sounds cool but really... Its not that cool when you have like high-tech cameras flashing every corner or

cold nerve running down you when someone's stalking every movement of yours...

'Safe' is hardly felt in us..when you're living the life as an idol

I miss my parents, my siblings, my friends, everyone who was once a part of my life.. Once....

I don't hate my choice.. Its just I hope...everything would just stop...

We all do...

Hoping for once in a lifetime,

we were NORMAL. 

                                                                        sincerely by: KIM JUNMYEON (2014).

He finishes his letter with single dot by the end of his words. He securely fold the piece of paper into a paperplane. As he slowly push his room door, he walk down their hall to the veranda where dark night enfulgh the whole sky. A long, deep sigh released through his pink lips. His skinny fingers played the edge of the paperplane. He scans the night and took a deep deep breath. Lifting the paperplane high by the end as he pull his arm and push it forwards, releasing the paperplane to fly to wherever the wind will take. He looks at his plane as it slowly dissappear until no more...that night...