4- the dark side
The Result of Being a Martyr for LoveDear Saturday;
Today, Sehun and I moved together in an apartment near our work. We decided to move in together right after graduation after knowing that our work are near each other.
I hope this is not a bad decision.
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Dear Saturday;
I have two secrets. First, I am still a and Sehun doesn’t know about it. And second, Sehun and I haven’t had since we became a couple. Do you think us not having is a problem?
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Dear Saturday;
I noticed that Sehun likes to drink with his friends. And I always end up waiting for him until midnight. When I tell him that I will go and see my friends, he doesn’t want me to go see them. One time when I persisted that I want to see them, he got angry to me. He gripped my shoulders so tight I know I will have bruises. “Don’t you dare to talk back to me!” That is his exact words. That’s why I always sneak behind his back just to see my friends. Is it always going to be like this? I feel so isolated. I miss my friends.
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Dear Saturday;
We planned to eat dine out tonight but he needed to work overtime in his job so he took a shower before we. While waiting for him to finish his shower, his phone beeped, indicating that he received a text message. Luckily, his phone doesn’t have a password so I get to read the text. The text goes like this: Sehun babe, I miss you sooo much especially our bar hopping! Can’t wait to some liquor off you. XOXO. It was from a girl, YooMi.
Right after Sehun finished his shower, I confronted him, asking who the heck is this girl. He said that that girl is his former -buddy. Sehun said, while holding my face tightly to make me look at him, “So, wanna break up with me? I know you can’t”.
He’s right. I can’t.
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Dear Saturday;
Last night, Sehun went home drunk. So drunk that he can’t walk straight. And, he me.
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