"Ultraviolence
Ultraviolence
Ultraviolence
I can hear sirens, sirens
He hit me and it felt like a kiss
I can hear violins, violins
Give me all of that ultraviolence"

Everytime I hear this song, I can't help but cry. Cry over her. Cry over my lost best friend. She died 3 months ago because of brain hemorrhage. And her death, was the most traggic death I know that existed. She died sad. Helpless. I still feel the guilt everytime she crosses my mind. 

Her parents decided to have a three-day wake and then her body will be cremated. During her wake, I can't look at her for more than one minute. It's unbearable to see her like that. On the last day of her wake, I looked at her for the last time. I promised that I will do all my best to give her the justice she deserves. I was the one who gave the eulogy in behalf of our college friends. They said that I knew her better than them. But I mentally disagreed. After she went with that guy, I haven't seen her or heard from her. My eulogy goes like this: 

"We did our best to protect you. But you never listened. I always told you that don't always look for the best sides of people because it will be a disadvantage. You even told me that it's bad. I don't sound like I am giving a eulogy here. You should know that we don't blame you for choosing this kind of life because we know that at some point, you felt loved and very happy in his arms.

I have a confession to make. I envy you because of your pure heart. I feel like I am the daughter of satan when I'm around you. Us, your friends, will always remember you for that. A sweet and compassinate friend. You can be a member of the Care Bears, you know! 

We all hope that you will find the true happiness in the place where you are right now. Rest now, bestie! We will do our best to give you justice." 

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After a month, her dad called for a 'meeting' in her favorite coffee shop. 

"I have a good news for all of you. Oh Sehun was caught the other day, hiding in the province." 

A good news indeed! At last, justice! 

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Author's Note: 

What did you do, Sehunie!?  I can think of so many ways so that Sehun can end up in prison.