Living in front of sea of faceless people watching his every movement through the screen separating them. Judged by these strangers, he would never see in person, exposed by the shiny lights, that tries to reveal his weakness, Jongin wants the comfort, he can quietly live in and hands, he can hold anytime he wants.

Someone outside there in this world without shoes to wear may think why would a guy like Jongin, who has everything from money to fame, from family to friendship is suffering like this. For them or even for someone with clothes to wear, Jongin’s suffering is senseless. Senseless suffering and suffering without a valid reason. But does a man really need to have reason to show validity of his suffering? Does everybody suffer in same way?
Two people can be happy in a same way or at least in similar ways. Unfortunately, we suffer in different and complicated ways, so does Jongin.

  Human's heart is so fragile that it breaks easily and the healing of it takes a long time. We either try avoid to falling in love again and to free ourselves, or we play with other’s heart to make them substitute in search for the one we loved. The latter is a cruel deed, such a selfish act. We do the latter, because we think, our happiness play bigger role than the other half.

A husband can die even before loving his wife. And a wife can spend her whole life without loving the man sleeping beside her. They do it, because they don’t know the ability to love and they still live in the memory, which should be already buried in the past. Jongin has both of these. He doesn’t know how to love a woman and he still thinks about his first love, who held his hand tightly, when he was 15 years old, and left him without uttering a single world. Jongin needs the art of loving.