I can't imagine my life without you. 

Every time I look at you, the organ that's pumping blood inside my body is doing its own somersault. Your smile. That's what makes my world go round. Your husky voice soothes me no matter how stressed out I am. Your every touch lingers on my skin and excites me. Your lips... I love it when you place it on mine tenderly. Not wanting to hurt me. Not even a bit. 

But what happened to that? Every thing changed when you met him. 

I can't imagine myself without you, right? Well, I really can't. My world crumbled instantaneously when you became distant. 

Every time I look at you, my heart aches uncontrollably. Your smile is not meant for me anymore. Your husky voice disgusts me. Every touch. It burns my skin. Your lips that was once mine is now someone else's. 

It's killing me. I'd rather die than see you be with someone else. 

"Jeshika!" someone is banging on the door loudly. 

"Jessi, please." 

That voice. The voice that I used to love. The voice that used to calm my nerves. What is she doing here? 

She's not supposed to see me in this state. That'll only make her happier. I promised myself that she won't never see me this weak again. Once is enough. 

"Jessi! Please, open the door!" 

No way! No freaking way! I won't let my fragile heart be handled recklessly by you again. 

"Shika, open the door now. I swear I'm go