At The Balcony

Hyungjun:*sitting in the hammock knees to his chest spaced out tears rolling down his cheeks*

TOP:*sighs hands him a cup of coffee*To melt away the coldness

Hyungjun;*half smiles takes a sip*Thanks

TOP:*sighs*Seeing hyung in the patio talking to jungmin and you here seems like theres troubled waters

Hyungjun:*wipes his tears away*Nothing happened really

TOP:It says all here *wipes a tear away*

Hyungjun:*sighs*Dont you wish sometimes you werent an idol or even a celebrity that you were just you...a normal human being

TOP:Ok are we having a sentimental talk because sometimes my face isnt up to it *chuckles*

Hyungjun:*laughs*You and jungminnie do belong to each other

TOP:*chuckles*Whats make you think that 

Hyungjun:*sighs*Im pretty sure joongie told you already he's casted in boys over flowers 2...and he wants to accept the part

TOP:Thats awesome *smiles big*

Hyungjun:But...its on june 6th 

TOP:Ooooo *looks down bites his lip*

Hyungjun:There are sometimes i wish that he didnt do that dang drama *sighs heavily*

TOP:Why not *shocked*

Hyungjun:Dont get me wrong im proud im so proud of my baby boo...but during those times when he came back i just felt that the guy i was with during BOF days wasnt my boyfriend it was just his face it felt like i was with ji hoo then hyunjoong and it took months until he came back to me....its just im scared that it will be that way again

TOP:That is then and this is now 

Hyungjun:What do you mean

TOP:Hyungjunnie boys over flowers then was joongies first time being in a drama of course it will take a different effect on him but this is now he's started in many dramas he's back to himself ji hoo is just a figment of his imagination now...ji hoo wont control him no longer 

Hyungjun:*looks down*

TOP:Is it his behavior or something else

Hyungjun:What 

TOP:Junnie i've known you since you and hyung began dating your an open book and i know that wasnt just your only problem *looks at him*

Hyungjun:*sighs*Being away from him again and this time he'll be gone longer 

TOP:Youve guys witnessed alot of seperations for the past what 3-4 years what makes it so different than before 

Hyungjun:*tears fall*I know its just im scared

TOP:About what *worried*

Hyungjun:Theres times that i feel that joongie is slipping away from me and theres nothing i can do to stop it *crying*

TOP:Junnie now you know there is no way joongie would ever stop loving you i mean your his soulmate your his one and only

Hyungjun:I know that its not about our love its just i fear losing him i fear it alot

TOP:*sighs hugs him*Everything will be alright