Hello Seoul! It's been 3 years since i been here! Anyway the reason i'm here is not to enjoy but to be

beside my father as he only have some time left to live on earth. When i heard the news, i was crying

at least 1 liter of tears. I can't believe that my bestfriend, my dad and the person who meant the world

to me is laying down on the hospital bed waiting death to invite him as his illness is not cureable. My

sister, Hyemi, and I just came back from Canada . We went there to study as my dad said that

education over there is better than education in Korea. We lived with my aunt and uncle house. She

have 3 kids and we were unseperateable. We have been bestfriend since i went there. And now i have

to leave them :( So when we arrived in Korea, Hyemi and i waste no time and rushed to the hospital.

Even though i have been living in Canada, i still remember all the place in Seoul. We arrived at the

hospital and i rushed to appa room. When i saw him sitting on his bed Hyemi and i ran to him and

gave him a big hug.

"Appa,we missed you, don't leave us since we are here. Be strong okay appa?" i said while tears were

flowing uncontrollably.

Appa realesed the hug and said," Appa won't go anywhere, appa will be here," he said as he pat my

chest where the heart is supposed to be.

" And you will be here," appa said as he pat his chest.

Hyemi and i cried even more and appa wipe our tears. I longed for my appa touch. It's been 3 years

since his soft caring hand touch my cheeks.

" Have you guys eaten? Come let's go to the cafeteria and have lunch," my mom said.

" Umma, i missed you!" Hyemi said and hugged her. I join her afterwards.

Hyemi is closest to mom where i am closest to dad and whenever appa was hurt by a small cut when i

was younger,i will always cried even though it was just a small cut. I can't bare seeing my dad in hurt

as much as he could not bear me being hurt.

"Come let's go," umma said.

" Shiro, i want to be with appa," i replied.

"What did i thought you when you were little? Never disobey your parents. Go follow you mother, later

you can see me again," appa said.

I didn't want to disappoint him so i went to follow my mum.After a couple of hours of chatting with

my parents it was 9:30 pm.

"Omo, looked at the time! It's late! Hyemi  , Eunmi tomorrow you have school it's better if you go home now," Umma said.

" Neh??" Hyemi  and i said in unison.

" Umma have applied you to Wolim High School and tomorrow you have school," ahe said

I looked at appa, appa gave me a you-better-listen-to-your-umma look.

"Arasso," i said and hugged appa and umma." I will see you tomorrow appa."

" Our house is the same. Do you remember where it is?" umma asked me and i nodded.

"Umma you not coming?" i asked, she shaked her head," I will be back at home about 10:30. Don't

wait for me and go to sleep arasso?"

I nodded. Hyemi  and i went out of the hospital and get inside a cab. When we arrived at our house,

we went in. The smell still Smells the same. Hyemi  and I      a  and i ran into our bedroom and jump

into our bed we shared a room since when Hyemi  was little, she was scared of the dark and umma

won't let her on the light as she said that we are wasting electricity so i decided to share a room with

Hyemi. Hyemi  was my BFF i could not live wiyhout her. She is the only one who understand me and

the only one who will trust me even when people don't believe me. I'm grateful of her.

" Unnie will go take a bath first okay?" i said.

" Okay!" she said with a cute voice.

I went inside. After i have finished showering and change into my comfortable clothes, Sulli went

inside the toilet. I lie on my bed .

" I wished tomorrow will be a good day for me," i said as i eventually fell asleep.