Kwangmin was always by his twin's side. They were best friends since the day they were born and always stayed by each other's side. Through elementary and middle school, Youngmin always looked out for his twin. Despite only being six minutes older, Youngmin made it his job to always protect and make sure his other half was happy. The twins loved each other more than anyone else. Kwangmin was there for Youngmin when he was questioning his uality and then came out. Kwangmin was also gay and came out to Youngmin once Youngmin came out since Kwangmin already knew that he was gay himself. The twins promised each other when they were ten that there would be nothing that could ever break their strong bond. Now when they were fifteen and just starting high school, they knew it would be challenging to be by each other's side since they only had one class and lunch together

One day Kwangmin was in the cafeteria waiting for Youngmin, but he noticed that he couldnt see his twin anywhere. Kwangmin was sitting by himself since he usually only sat with Youngmin because he was very shy and didnt make much friends. Kwangmin stood up and walked around a little bit looking for Youngmin. He saw his twin with a group of people at another table so he went over and tapped Youngmin on the shoulder. "Youngmin you didnt tell me you were sitting with some other friends..." Kwangmin said. "Oh sorry Kwangmin, come on and sit with us" Youngmin said smiling and Kwangmin smiled as he sat down. "So this is your twin?" One of Youngmin's friends asked. "Well if its not obvious then you must be blind" Kwangmin said jokingly and Youngmin hit Kwangmin's arm. "Ow Youngmin that hurt.." Kwangmin said as he rubbed his arm. "I see hes the bad twin" Youngmin's friend said as she laughed and Youngmin didnt say anything. "I..I have to go..'' Kwangmin said as he felt his eyes water. He stood up then left the cafeteria to go to the bathroom. Kwangmin went inside a stall and let his tears fall. He wondered why his close twin didnt defend him or even just not tell him about sitting with other friends. Kwangmin sighed and pulled out his phone to play around with it until lunch was over, he just couldnt go back to face Youngmin

Later that night when their family was having dinner, Youngmin realized that Kwangmin wasnt sitting next to him like he usually did. Kwangmin was sitting across from Youngmin and was very quiet, which was also surprising because Kwangmin was the one who talked the most. After dinner Kwangmin went up to his room, which was actually his shared room with Youngmin. When Youngmin tried to open the door, he realized it was locked. "Kwangmin can you please unlock the door?" Youngmin asked as he knocked on the door but there was no response. "Kwangmin please...did I do something wrong..?" Youngmin asked through the door and then Kwangmin opened it. "You obviously dont realize what you did..." Kwangmin said coldly as he walked over to his bed and layed down on his side, facing his back to Youngmin. Kwangmin felt Youngmin lay beside him. "Kwangmin what did I do..? you practically ignored me on the bus and then when we got home, you didnt sit next to me at dinner and now you're acting like this...please tell me.." Youngmin said as he rubbed Kwangmin's back. Kwangmin turned to face his twin. "You want to know whats wrong? You basically ditched me at lunch without even telling me you were sitting with some new people, then you let your friends insult me and you dont even defend me plus you hit me..." Kwangmin said as his tears spilled. "K-Kwangmin...I-Im so sorry..." Youngmin said as his tears began to spill, he loved Kwangmin and had never hurt him. "Youngmin I thought we promised that we would stay by each other's side..." Kwangmin said as he sniffled and wiped his eyes. "We did...Kwangmin Im so sorry, I treated you badly..my own twin.." Youngmin said as he cried a little bit but was suddenly hit with a pillow. "You sure did" Kwangmin said with a sudden smirk, showing Youngmin that he forgave him. Youngmin smiled and wiped his tears away. "I love you Kwangmin" Youngmin said and he wrapped his arms tightly around Kwangmin in a big hug. "I love you too Youngmin" Kwangmin said and he kissed his twin on the cheek which wasnt not normal between them

                                                                                              FOUR WEEKS LATER

Youngmin was getting more popular and making more friends. Kwangmin was jealous because Youngmin was barley ever talking to him anymore. Actually, more hurt than jealous. More like built up anger and jealousy would leave Kwangmin hurt. Whatever it was, Kwangmin was not happy. He didnt even feel that close to his twin as they always were. Kwangmin felt that Youngmin didnt even care about him anymore. Kwangmin was also very jealous because Youngmin now had a boyfriend. He wasnt afraid to admit that he was in love with his own twin but he knew he couldnt tell Youngmin. Well he would have been able to tell him, but that was when they were not high schoolers. That didnt mean Kwangmin didnt like Youngmin the way he did before high school, that just meant Kwangmin was starting to feel like he could no longer talk to his twin about anything that personal. Only some things, of course when Youngmin wasnt busy with his friends

One thursday Youngmin yet again brought over some friends after school and Kwangmin was laying on the couch when they walked into the door. "Ugh your brother is in here" Youngmin's boyfriend Minwoo said. "Kwangmin can you go somewhere else now? We're going to be playing video games now" Youngmin said to Kwangmin. "Why should I?" Kwangmin asked with a hurt tone. "Because Im your older brother and you should do what I say" Youngmin said leaving Kwangmin shocked. Youngmin never said something like that since he was only older by six minutes. Youngmin never even tried to use the age difference to control his twin. "No you Youngmin and you Minwoo" Kwangmin said to Youngmin and Minwoo. Youngmin sighed "sorry about him, come on lets go to my room" Youngmin said to his friends and they headed off. Kwangmin began to cry silently. He couldnt believe that his twin was suddenly just his twin, and not someone who was once special to him. He still loved Youngmin, or so he thought

Later that night, Youngmin was getting dressed in his and Kwangmin's room after a shower. Kwangmin was about to go inside the room until he saw Youngmin so he stopped and watched his twin. He looked so beautiful, the way his damp blonde hair was in his face. Youngmin looked so soft to touch. Kwangmin wanted nothing more but to hold his twin in his arms and touch him. Not ually, but lovingly. Despite how Youngmin had became, Kwangmin dreamed about holding him in his arms while Youngmin slept. To that soft blonde hair and kiss him softly. Kwangmin sighed and slowly entered the room with his eyes still on Youngmin. Youngmin turned around and noticed his twin but didnt say anything. They just kind of looked at each other briefly before Kwangmin got into his bed and Youngmin did the same

The next day at school Kwangmin was sitting alone at lunch again. He saw Youngmin at a table with Minwoo and his other friends. Kwangmin stood up and went over to the table. "Youngmin can I sit with you guys...?" Kwangmin asked with a sad tone. "Kwangmin cant you see the table is full?" Youngmin asked and Kwangmin was hurt. "Please Youngmin.." Kwangmin said as he held back his tears. "Kwangmin just go" Youngmin said while his friends were laughing and making fun of Kwangmin. Kwangmin finally had enough so he grabbed his twin's wrist and pulled him up from the table then dragged him out of the cafeteria into the nearby bathroom. "Kwangmin what are-" "Dont you love me anymore!?" Kwangmin asked as his tears spilled. "What!? Of course I do Kwangmin.." Youngmin said in an offended tone. "Really. You seemed to have just forgotten me, you just ignore me now and never make time for me AND YOU NEVER STAND UP TO YOUR ING FRIENDS FOR INSULTING ME. You're my other half, Youngmin. We made a promise that we would always be by each other's side. But ever since you got popular, Im nothing to you..." Kwangmin angrily said as he cried. Youngmin began to spill some tears. "K-Kwangmin Im so sorry...I..I dont know what to say for myself.." Youngmin said as he began to cry harder and fell to his knees. "You're my twin Youngmin, my own brother, and you abandoned me" Kwangmin said with a sad tone as he looked down at his crying twin. "N-No I didnt abandon you Kwangmin...I let the popularity get to my head...K-Kwangmin I love you.." Youngmin cried out as he looked up at Kwangmin. Kwangmin looked at his twin, he wanted to hit him or cause him pain like how Youngmin did to him, but he couldnt ever hurt his other half. Instead Kwangmin got down to his knees and hugged Youngmin tightly. Youngmin gasped at his twin's warm embrace, he was shocked that Kwangmin easily forgave him. "Y-You forgive me Kwangmin...?" Youngmin asked as he sniffled but Kwangmin didnt say anything, he just continued to hold his twin in his hug. Youngmin smiled warmly and wiped his tears away. Kwangmin finally pulled away and looked at Youngmin. "I forgive you Youngmin, I could never not forgive my twin" Kwangmin said with a sincere smile. Youngmin smiled as Kwangmin lightly touched his face. They looked into each other's eyes. How beautiful Youngmin looked to Kwangmin, his lips so soft and kissable. "Y-Youngmin I..." Kwangmin began to say as he turned red. "Y-Yes Kwangmin..?" Youngmin asked also blushing a little bit. "I..I.." Kwangmin couldnt say what he wanted to say. He began to ever so slowly lean in, but then the bell rang making both of them jump. "W-We should get to c-class now..." Kwangmin said and he was very red. "Yeah we should.." Youngmin said and he was also blushing.

The next day Youngmin and Kwangmin were home alone. Kwangmin was in the living room when he suddenly heard a crash from the basement and Youngmin cry out to him. He ran to the basement and down the stairs to see Youngmin under some stuff that fell on him. "Kwangmin help me!" Youngmin cried out in pain. Kwangmin quickly ran over to Youngmin and pulled the stuff off him. "Thanks Kwangmin...but I cant seem to stand up, my leg hurts so much.." Youngmin said. "Here grab my hand" Kwangmin said as he put his hand out for Youngmin. Youngmin grabbed Kwangmin's hand but he couldnt stand up. "It hurts so much..." Youngmin cried. Kwangmin kneeled down to his twin and rubbed his leg. "Can you move it Youngmin?" Kwangmin asked in concern. Youngmin tried to move his leg, which he could but it hurt a lot. "Yes a little bit...I didnt break it or anything but I think you should  call mom and dad to take me to the hospital" Youngmin said. "Alright, wrap your arms around my neck and hold on" Kwangmin said and Youngmin nodded. Kwangmin leaned down and Youngmin wrapped his arms tightly around Kwangmin's neck. Then Kwangmin lifted Youngmin in his arms. Kwangmin carried his twin out of the basement. Kwangmin carried Youngmin into the living room and layed him on the couch. "Dont worry Youngmin you're going to be ok" Kwangmin said as he rubbed his twin's back and he called their parents

Later that day, Youngmin was in bed with a cast on his leg. His leg wasnt broken but it was badly sprained. Kwangmin came into the room with a plate of food for his twin and set it on the bedside table. "How are you feeling Youngmin?" Kwangmin asked as he sat on the side edge of Youngmin's bed and Youngmin sighed. "Im feeling good Kwangmin...but can you bring my food downstairs and wrap it? Im not that hungry.." Youngmin said and Kwangmin could tell something was wrong. "Youngmin whats wrong?" Kwangmin asked in concern. "Its nothing..." Youngmin said but he knew he couldnt not tell his twin. "Youngmin I know when something is wrong you, just please tell me..." Kwangmin said and he crawled onto the bed and layed down next to Youngmin. "Kwangmin..Im sorry about how I treated you ever ever since we started high school..." Youngmin said as a few tears spilled. "What? Youngmin you already apologized and I forgave you" Kwangmin said. "But I feel guilty...you're doing all this stuff for me, like you came to me when I got hurt and was by my side at the hospital and brought me food...how can you just do all that for me after I was such a to you..?" Youngmin asked and Kwangmin took Youngmin's hands. "Youngmin, you're my twin. You're a part of me, I have no one else that Im close with like you....which is why I was hurt...but I also cant not forgive my own twin. Youngmin I love you more than anyone and anything.." Kwangmin said and he was starting to blush. There he was, holding his twin's hands and saying how much he loved him. But it wasnt enough, he needed to kiss Youngmin. Youngmin pulled his hands away and hugged Kwangmin tightly. Kwangmin blushed deeper at the sudden embrace and relaxed in the arms of his older twin. "I love you too Kwangmin, more than anyone else...maybe more than..." Youngmin began to say but he couldnt finish and Kwangmin's eyes widened so he pulled away. "Wait what? More than what...?" Kwangmin asked. Youngmin touched Kwangmin's cheek softly and looked into his twin's eyes. "Kwangmin...I love you more than a brother...I love you as if you were my boyfriend..." Youngmin confessed and Kwangmin was completely shocked. His twin, the one he was in love with, just confessed his love for him. "Y-Youngmin I..." Kwangmin couldnt form words, so he just grabbed Youngmin's shirt and pulled him in for a kiss. Kwangmin kissed his twin with a lot of passion and love. All the hidden feelings were in his kiss, he felt happy and warm as he kissed his twin, he wanted that moment to last forever. Youngmin wrapped his arms around Kwangmin and they kissed for a little while longer until Youngmin broke the kiss for air. Their breathing pace matched and Youngmin rested his forehead against Kwangmin's forehead. "Y-Youngmin I...I never would have thought you felt the same as m-me..." Kwangmin said as he turned more red and Youngmin lightly touched Kwangmin's cheek. "I have ever since we were thirteen Kwangmin...Ive always had this instinct to protect you and keep you safe...but I always felt some kind of attraction towards you..." Youngmin said softly and Kwangmin pulled away as he sighed. "Kwangmin whats wrong...?" Youngmin asked in concern. "I just want you to be like my boyfriend...but we cant since mom and dad would hate us if they found out and wouldnt let us be near each other or alone together..." Kwangmin said as some stray tears spilled from his eyes. Youngmin wiped Kwangmin's tears. "Tell you what Kwangmin, when we're eighteen or nineteen, we'll move out together to finally love each other openly. For now we'll just keep our true love hidden, but once we move out, we'll be open lovers" Youngmin said with a bit of hope in his voice. Kwangmin smiled warmly. "I would love that Youngmin,I would love that a lot" Kwangmin said smiling. Youngmin smiled and he hugged his twin tightly. He kissed him on the cheek, then the lips. Kwangmin was finally relieved and happy. He was happy he got to confess his feelings to Youngmin and was happy that his twin felt the same feelings towards him. His life felt complete now. Happy and in love with the one person he cared about and loved the most. His other half, Youngmin.