My name is Park Jiyeon. When people around my age are going date with their boyfriend or girlfriend or having fun charting with their friends I'm here in home alone crying and crying all day. The reason for my sadaness is my boyfriend or should I say my ex. We broke up week ago. He said he never really liked me and that he jsut used me to get money from me. Well it was excepted since there's no way that someone who looks as handsome as he will like someone like who's with ordinary face. Even though it was expected, why does it hurt so much?

I know that he's not here by my side anymore, but why do I see him beside me smiling? Am I sick? Or am I dying?

I want to die. And I tried to kill myself many times because there's no reason to live anymore for me. But, don't have confidience to kill myself.