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Every night you appear in my dreams 

" I love you Gyuri"    Jiyoung whispered in Gyuri's ear as she softly caressed her long hair, Gyuri blushed and looked away.  in my dreams there isn't anyhting I can't say, but even if I say those words, you don't answer. There isn't a night that goes by without me dreaming of you... 

" I love you..."  Jiyoung pulled the blushing Gyuri close to her and planted a deep wet kiss. Jiyoung ran her hands around Gyuri's body making the latter shiver and blush even harder than what she already was. Jiyoung slowly striped Gyuri and moved from to her leaving little kisses between her neck and shoulders,   " Gyuri, I love you" 

ah it was a dream after all, Jiyoung thought dissapointed as she slowly got up from bed, I wonder, would there be a day where I can say this words to you.  

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"  Gyuri-yah, we're going to Seungyeon's house to study, wanna come too?"   Hara asked, gathering her things getting ready to leave.  " Gyu~ri~ah~,  you'll come right?" Nicole asked pleading with agyeo 

" mianhe~  but I already have plans with my boyfriend. "  

as if I could say that... I'm not even close to her....

" well then, see ya later!" the girls waved Gyuri goodbye and exit the classroom. 

" oh Jiyoung, you still haven't left?"   Gyuri asked approaching the quiet girl who was sitting in her desk, 

" you're always the last one to leave"  Gyuri said dazzling a smile

" I'm waiting for the bus. "  I can't believe I talked to her without stuttering!

" I see... must be nice living close to school. I have to commute for an hour to get to school, it really ... oh!"  Gyuri snapped her fingers and got close to Jiyoung, " should I come over to your house to play? hmm? ^^"  Gyuri said smilig

my house is really close to school , I could easily walk, but I stayed so I could see her as much as possible. the bus is just an excuse...

" it's ok, you're just kidding anyways." Jiyoung said coldly, avoiding Gyuri's eyes

" ah I guess you don't want to"  Gyuri said laughing it off

jeez Park Gyuri, why are you so cute?!

" even if you came, we don't have anything to talk about"   Jiyoung said 

" looks you like you dislike me, even though I think about you a lot"  Gyuri said smiling , Jiyoung remained silent and looked away 

don't say words like that....

" I see"  Jiyoung replied coldly

" You are in my mind even in my dreams, really... but you won't even look me in the eyes when I talk... you really dislike me, right? "  Gyuri said frowing 

Jiyoung opened and thought of what to say, you're so mean... we aren't even friends, how can you see me in your dreams?  if you see me in your dreams, talk to me more in reality...how can you say that I dislike you when you don't even know how big my love for you is... my feelings for you are so big, it hurts. I love you... but in the end she only let out a sigh and kept quiet

" say, shouldn't you get going? you'll miss your bus"  Gyuri said , Jiyoung got up and left Gyuri alone in the classroom. 

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ah today was so terrible! Jiyoung sighed jumping in bed.  she even talked to me, but I couldn't even respond to her properly...I'm so lame.  Jiyoung got mad at herself and slam herself agaisnt the pillow pabo pabo pabo!....... but if she did come, that would be amazing, but at the same time I'm such a boring person, she'll get bored easily, not only that but when she's close to me I get so dense. I can't even look her in the eyes without shaking...One day I will surely look you straught in the eyes, talk to you properly, confess my feelings, and kiss you like I do in my dreams. 

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A.N/  hey guys , sorry it doesn't have a good ending, I had the idea last night but when I tried writing I got lost ^^;  Anyways, I'll probably add some more when something occurs to me. Sorry again. 

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