"Yah!!! Why are you leaving? You promised to be with me everywhere right? Why are you moving out? Why? Why?!!" then she cries uncontrollably.

"Shhshh...I will not move outside the country. I'll just move out of my house. I need to be independent. I need to move to my new apartment. I am not leaving you, I will be always here for you just like what I do. I will always visit you if you want. Please don't cry anymore..." I comforted her. I can't stand seeing her like this. I've always love this girl. The girl of my dreams. The one that I have fallen to.

Deeply.

That everytime I see her with someone especially Junsu, I can't help but to hide my sadness. Because it will make her sad.

It's not what you think. She's not in love with me. I'm just a bestfriend.A bestfriend indeed. Nothing more than that.

I usually cry in my room just because he chose Junsu over me when I askher to go out with me. Pathetic right, but I can't help it. It really hurts inside.

That's why I decided to move out of our house. Because her house is just beside mine. And her mother always invites me there because her mother or auntie loves me so much. I wish Taeyeon loves me like that. But that will never happen. Unless Junsu will stop seeing her, laughing with her, and treating her as if Taeyeon is his.

That's the reason why I ended up comforting her right now. She's crying like a baby and I can't help but to smile and kiss her forehead.

"It's okay, you know that i love youand i will never leave you okay?" I kissed her tears.

She looked into my eyes and nodded eagerly. That eyes that i will miss. "Promise?" with those beautiful eyes, i can't help it but to just say yes."Promise." then we hooked our pinky fingers.

"Bestfriends forever?" 

Crushed.

"Bestfriends forever."

This is very heartbreaking. She just hugs me tightly. It gives me the feeling that i like but it hurts at the same time.

"Do you want me to unpack those things tomorrow for you? I'll even help you to clean and fix everything in your new apartment." she keeps hugging me.It seems like she doesn't want to let go of me anymore.

"No! you don't need to do that. Besides Chanyeol will help me about everything. No need to worry." Keeping you with me will just make me wanna mark you. You don't know how ually frustrated i am to you.

She backed away from our hug. I feel empty again. But i can breath normally again.

"Chanyeol? is there something going on between the two of you?" What the? she thinks I'm a gay? with Chanyeol? Heck no! I'm only in love with her. If she only knows. What kind of thinking is that.

"NO!!! there's nothing going on between us. It is better to marry a dog than to marry that giant monster!" I shouted at her. She was taken aback. I think she got scared or frightened about what I did.

" i guess your not Baekhyun, my bestfriend never shouts at me!" then she run away. I try to catch her but Taeyeon is good at running.

I was left here at the park alone. Now that she's not here anymore, my tears just roll down on my cheeks non-stop. I was standing on my knees.

She already left me. It's all my fault . If i just never shouted at her this will never happen.

I guess this is the end of everything about us.

"Goodbye Taeyeon..."

 

 

"Hey Dude! what happened to you? you're like a zombie! Your eyes are so red!" I wasn't listening to him until he spank my .

"Ouch!!! What the heck man that hurts!" I said while I rub my spanked . I'm still thinking about her. She's hurt. And I'm the one who hurted her.

"Are we going or not?" He's asking while raising his eyebrows.

"Of course! We need to hurry, I don't want my new apartment to wait anymore." so we can get out of here. What if i see her. Maybe I'll just faint infront of her. Well that's kinda embarassing.

"Oh! Junsu is coming!" Chanyeol shouted. I quickly diverted to him. He's wearing a jacket and a pair of earphones. I think he's going to Taeyeon. 

Again.

As he got closer to their gate. It opened, revealing Taeyeon in jogging clothes. When she go out, she saw me and qiuckly removed it. SHe's tryong to avoid me. Why should i think that she will greet me. It's non-sense. It's not gonna happen. She's with JUNSU.

They quickly jog off away from us. I never notice Chanyeol because i just stare at the two figures going until they're gone.

"Dude? did you and Taeyeon argue?" he asked  looking at me intently. He's like finding something within my eyes."No were not."

Liar.

"Oh come on! It's like I'm not trustworhty enough for that." he keep persuading me. This guy doesn't know how to give up.

"I'll tell you if we're all done about everything okay?" I'm not ready. I'm still hurtabout the earlier happenings. It still lingers in my mind.

Continuously."Okay." that's it.

Through out the ride he keeps asking questions, but I only answer him by a hum. I can't get over her. She still owns my heart. But the so much pain is still also there.

We already reached my new apartment. We arranged everything. The furnitures, my clothes, the appliances, my room, amd some foods and drinks.  We are resting at the living room. We are silent until he aksed me again about Taeyeon.

"So what happened to you and Teayeon?" while munching some sandwiches, I decided to not tell him first."Nothing." I received a punch."Ouch!!! your abusing me!" I rub my arm. It's swollen. This monster is really strong.

"If you don't tell me i'll tell Taeyeon that you love her!" I give up."Okay, it all start when.."

 

"then she got angry and ran away from me." He nodded while he digests my story. "That's aweful man! Your'e already leaving but then she got angry at you and hey! I'll just marry a dog than you!" he shouts. I closed my ears with my hands."Stop shouting! It's not helping."

"Sorry ma. What are you planning to do?" he's asking me what I'm going to do while i'm sitting like a king.

"I will apologize. But what if she will not accept it?" I'm worried. What if she doesn't want to see me anymore? ARGHH!!! What have you done Byun Baekhyun!!!

"She will accept you! She's your bestfriend right? Everybody know about you." This . Acts like he's not popular.

"Okay! I'll do it! Wish me luck!" i raise my fists."Wish you luck! You can do it. Fighting!!!" Then he joined me. 

Me and Chanyeol are bestfriends since highschool.We met up when Taeyeon and I broke up. Yes, we are a couple on our elementary days years. But she decided to stop everything when she realized taht we are so young to handle a relationship. We decided or chose to be bestfriends first.Until now were still bestfriends. But Junsu came. And everything is ruined. She always sticks with that guy.I hate him.And Chanyeol is the one who comforts me in those days. We grew closer until we became like this.Brothers.

The day went on and Chanyeol already went home. I am in my bed staring at the ceiling, thinking of a way on how i will say sorry to her. Wothout eating anything, I just go out and go to Taeyeon.Maybe she's already home.

"Im here outside. I need to talk to you. Please come out."

I texted her. Iv'e waited for 3 hours and still no reply.No one comes out. It's already 10:00 pm yet she's not replying anything. But i didn't give up. Iv'e 1 hour again. It's getting colder. I think she's not gonna go out anymore. I already stood up and clean my shirt when the door swung open revealing her in a sleeping clothes. She slowly open the gate and i immediately apologized.

"I'm sorry, It's my fault I shouldn't do that I-----" I didn't finished my words because she already engulf me with her hug. Then i heard light sobs. I  apologized again and again while rubbing her back and kissing her crown.

"Why you only apologized right now huh? Don't you know that I've been waiting for you since morning. But you only looked at me like nothing happened!" She creis loudly. I can't do anything other than hugging her back.

"I'm sorry, Please forgive your Baekoong." I used my aegyo and pout a bit. She laughed. It made me smile. It's like a music in my ears. "You're not cute!" Maybe because she likes Junsu more. I broke our hug.

" So you already forgive me?" she's puffing her cheeks. She's so cute, I wanna pinch her cheeks right now.

"No!" Then she kissed my cheeks and ran inside. I was frozen at my spot. I can't think properly. Not until auntie told me to follow her.

"Yes auntie thanks." i hug and kissed her cheeks first.

"Please take care of her, she cried a lot or should i say the whole day because of your arguement. Please love her Baekhyun-ah!"

i stopped at my track digesting all the things that she said. Am i dreaming? Am i receiving her blessings?Does she know that i love her daughter?

No.

I must be hallucinating. I was still at my thoughts when she gestured me to go inside.

 

"Yah Taeyeon! Why are you leaving me huh? is that your way of  forgiving me?" she's not responding. She's just staring at her phone. "What's the problem?" I sat beside her at the edge of her bed. I was surprised because i thought she's sad but her face shows the oposite. She grins like an idiot.

"Junsu texted me. He wants me to go out with him tomorrow!" I shouldn't asked about what happened. I can't breath. I'm holding my chest to feel my heart.

" Baek are you okay?" She'e asking me if im okay. Well obviously not. But i need to keep it." yes I'm okay. I better go home. To my new apartment, his waiting for me." I quickly stand up but immediately caught by Taeyeon's hug.

" Please don't leave me.I don't want to feel alone. I want you to be always with me." She tightens her hug. I feel my knees are getting weak. But i need to be strong.

I turn around." In the future , we cannot be like this anymore.You'll have your man and I'll have my girl. You need to be used to it." Even if i don't want to, I need to tell her. It's for our own good.

" Be with me until that man came. Please." you doln't need to ask. I'll be there for you no matter what. " Of course were bestfriends right? Bestfriedns forever?" Evn it hurts, but this is for you. "Bestfriends forever!" After that we just enjoy our time together. Maybe in the future, I will just reminise this things,because it will never happen again.

"It's already hard to forget you and you keep doing this."

-Baekhyun

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