Joongdo

I hate that I love you

Note: Because I feel that I needed some closure about him

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It’s already been a month or two since that night. Things are been better. Way better.

They would be having their comeback stage today and currently on the waiting room. Waiting for their turn to film.

Raeheon and Shiwoo was seating beside each other. Raeheon is currently browsing some magazine that was left on their waiting room while Shiwoo is still searching about something on his tab.

“Look hyung it seems a nice place and the foods seems delicious. Let’s eat here sometimes” Shiwoo excitedly said while showing the pictures of the restaurants and the foods.

“Yeah it seems nice” Raeheon said smiling and looking at Shiwoo

“Let’s go to this place too!” Shiwoo said showing Raeheon another set of pictures

“Yeah let’s go there too” Raeheon said smiling and ruffling Shiwoo’s hair

“Hyung!! Dont mess my hair! The noonas would be mad.” Shiwoo said fixing his hair “They just finished doing my hair”

Raeheon just smiled and continue messing Shiwoo’s hair

“Hyung!” Stoping Raeheon hand on his hair

“I know. I know.I’ll stop” Raeheon said laughing

“Aishh your so mean!” Shiwoo said standing and going to the mirror to fix his hair “You’re messing my hair on purposed” He said returning on Raeheon side

 

“I don’t know what you’re talking about” Raeheon simply said smiling but looking again on the magazine he was browsing before

“I should take my revenge” Shiwoo said getting closer to Raeheon to mess his hair too but Raeheon stopped his hand before Shiwoo could touch his hair and pulled him more closer

“I’ll let you take your revenge later tonight” Raeheon whispered to him

Shiwoo blushed knowing what Raeheon means. He suddenly pulled away his hand sat quietly on Raeheons side

They really haven’t done it yet again. Even after that night on the dance studio after they confessed their feeling to each other. Shiwoo slept that night on Raeheons room but they didn’t do anything and just cuddled with each other till they both fall asleep.

Raeheon just laugh on the way Shiwoo reacted on what he said “Stop being so cute” Raeheon said ruffling Shiwoos hair again

“Aisshhh hyung you’re really doing it on purposed!!” Shiwoo said fixing his hair again

Raeheon just laugh.

 

“Now would someone tell me what happened on that two? The last time I remember they were trying to kill each other and now they’ve became inseparable. Are they playing some game on who would last longer on each other’s company?” Their manager said looking bewildered on watching Raeheon and Shiwoo. His been standing beside where Jun and San ah were seating and was amused on seeing Raeheon and Shiwoo act.

“Don’t let it bother you hyung. They’re not playing games. They just decided to be true with each other” Jun said smiling while looking at the two across the room

“And things are better now” San ah added

“Well if it’s for the better of Infinite Power. I’ll hope that they won’t try to kill each other again” he said and walked closer to where Raeheon and Shiwoo were seating.“Raeheon come with me for a minute i need you to look at the stage with me before we start”

“okay”Raeheon said standing “I’ll be back” he said looking at Shiwoo

Shiwoo just nod and smiled

 

“Well our Shiwoo’s been really happy these days” Jun said seating beside Shiwoo

Shiwoo just smiled.

Jun and San ah knew about their feelings for each other. Maybe even before he and Raeheon become aware of it

That night Jun and San ah were waiting for them. They were so happy for them and Shiwoo was relieved and happy that both of them are supporting their relationship. He heard later on from Raeheon that both of them talk to him and convinced him to stop denying his feelings

“So tell me how far did the both of you go?” Jun asked with a naughty smile on his lips

Shiwoo blushed knowing what Jun meant

“We... We didn’t do anything yet”

“Don’t lie. Come on and tell me”

“Jun stop asking such things”

“What wrong with that?”

“Idiot” San ah said

“What did you said?!” Jun was about to go on where San ah was seating when someone knock on the door and it slowly opened.

They all looked on the door and saw someone they don’t really expect to see. Even before that person could say anything Jun and San ah suddenly Run towards him and hug him suddenly.

“Hyung!!!!” both San ah and Jun said

“It’s been a while!”  He said with a smile while hugging back the two “You both grown up so much while I was gone” He said raffling both Jun and San ah’s hair

“Aishh hyung stop that we’re not kid anymore!” Jun said holding his hair

“We’re still mad you didn’t even contact us!” San ah said

“I’m sorry… Things just happened… But we would always see each other again okay?”

“You would come and visit us again right?” Jun said

“Of course” He said with a smile. “But today I came to talk to Shiwoo” He said looking at Shiwoo at the back

“Eh?”

Jun and San ah exchange worried looks

“Don’t worry I just need to talk to him. I’m not going to do anything bad to him okay?”

“We know… It’s just that…”

“It’s alright” Shiwoo said looking San ah and Jun

 

“If you say so…” Jun said looking at Shiwoo and then looks at San ah

“We’re just going to get something to eat.” San ah said

Both of them left the room

“I’m sorry for coming suddenly here.”

“It’s alright..” Shiwoo said unsure what would happen

But he knows he needs to face Joongdo someday. His still part of Raeheon’s life. Especially now that they debuted too they would always cross paths.

“I heard about the things that Raeheon had done because of me. I’m sorry” He said looking at Shiwoo’s eyes “You’ve been through a lot because of me. I’m sorry”

Shiwoo can feel his sincerity in his words.

 

“I’m sorry too…” Shiwoo said

“Maybe it’s for the best that we separated ways. Raeheon’s too dependent on me and I to him. The separation made us stand on our own… But sometimes I still regretted that I didn’t take him with me”  Joongdo said still looking at Shiwoo’s eyes “ And regretted even more that he already been taken away by somebody else”

“I won’t give him away to anyone even to you.”

“That good to hear” Joongdo said with a smile raffling Shiwoo’s hair “Because I came here to give my blessing and say sorry for him being an before”

“Eh?”  Shiwoo was confused because he always thought that Jongdoo loves Raeheon

“Did I scare you?!” he said laughing

“I thought… you and Raeheon…”

“Our relationship is…how do I put words on it…it’s more like a brotherhood bond” He said smiling

“I uh… this so embarrassing!”  Shiwoo said covering his face

Joongdo just laughed and Shiwoo’s action

“Please do take care of my younger brother” Joongdo said bowing at Shiwoo

“Ah no please don’t do that” Shiwoo said feeling embarrassed on the way he thinks about Joongdo and Raeheon’s relationship

“His stubborn and hard headed, and would often do reckless things. But when he loves someone he would give him everything he could give. Please be patient with him” Joongdo said

“Thank you”

Shiwoo felt that some heavy burden have been lifted up to him because of Joongdo’s words. He somehow understands why San ah said that Joongdo is like a sun.

 

“Hyung you’re here”

They both look at Raeheon who is standing at the entrance of the room

“Yeah I just gave Shiwoo warning on how an you are” He said

“He already knows” Raeheon said walking towards them

“Ah yeah right I’ve forgotten about that” Joongdo said “I would be going now our manager would be probably looking for me by now. See you on stage” He said and walk towards the door

“Hyung” Raeheon called out

“Hm?”

“You would come and see us again right?”

“Of course” He said and smiled before leaving

 

“Hey what’s wrong?” Raeheon said to Shiwoo who’s covering his face with his hands

“I’m so ashamed of myself thinking awful things while he came here to give us blessing” Shiwoo said still covering his face

Raeheon laughed and hug Shiwoo “Aishhh you’re so cute! I don’t want to ever let you go”

“Stop saying that I’m cute it’s not helping” Shiwoo said still covering his face

Raeheon broke off from the hug and took Shiwoo’s hands away from face. Raeheon gently kiss him on the lips

“Would that help?” Raeheon said with a smirked on his face

“Not at all!” Shiwoo’s face is burning red

“Can you not do that here were not on the dorm you know” San ah said

“I know sorry I was carried away” Raeheon said

“Their sweetness is killing me!!Help me San ah!” Jun said clinging on San ah

“Stop acting like a kid” San ah said taking his arm away from Jun

“Aishh your no fun!” Jun said

“The staff said it’s our turn”

“Okay lets burn that stage” Raeheon said “Let’s go” He said looking at Shiwoo and holding his hand

Shiwoo nodded and smile

“Yeah let Infinite Power burn the stage”

 

 

-the end

 

 

Note: I'm sorry if it turned out to be lame >__< 

Please do give love to my other story August 15, 2014 

http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/906182/august-15-2014-hoya-minho-shinfinite

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taecooky
#1
Chapter 3: ahhh is this myungya fic? or suggya?
cacayayaya
#2
OMG!! i love this fic..siwoo and raeheon really kills me in MLG!! update soon , author-nim ^^
exo_ox
#3
Im gonna love this fanfic!!!!! please update soon.
soo_aegi #4
Im so gonna love this ! And yeah i saw that woohyun and sungyeol pict too geez everyone on twitter is crazy bcs of that !