February, 27th '15

Seunghyun seemed in a deep thought. His eyebrows knitted, signalling him that he was thinking hard. He even didn’t pay attention to his cousin, who was blabbering such unimportant things, that was what he thought, though.

“Yah hyung! Are you listening to me?” the eye-bagged guy cried, making Seunghyun almost fall down from his seat. He rubbed his ear.

“Aish, can’t you lower down your voice? It’s hurting my poor ears you know.” He complained, rubbing his so-called poor ears.

“Said who had been in a deep thought and didn’t even give a single to my explanation.” Seungri folded his arms in annoyance.

Seunghyun chuckled, “Ayy, I’m so sorry, panda. It’s not like I don’t pay you an attention. It’s just, I don’t know. I’ve been thinking about the girl I liked since we were in high school. Ugh, this girl has been driving me crazy though.” He sighed.

Seeing his hyung, Seungri couldn’t help but to feel pity. He knew his hyung so well. His hyung is the type of guy who can’t tell what he feels. He is also the type of guy who can’t fall in love so easily. That’s why until now he is still a single, handsome guy.

Seungri patted him on the shoulder, “Hyung, you know you can always tell whatever it is to me. I’m your favourite cousin for the God’s sake! Smile! Yah where’s the Choi Seunghyun that I’ve known, the cheerful one?!” Seungri shouted with so much spirit, he also fisted his palm and put it in the air.

Seunghyun couldn’t help but laugh so hard. He even had to cover his mouth, he was so damn entertained by his cousin. Some of the customers turned their attention towards those guys, making Seunghyun have no choice but to beg for forgiveness because of the noise Seungri had made.

Few moments later, they both decided to go back to their office, since their lunchtime was almost over. During the way to the office, Seunghyun told Seungri about his feelings for a girl which he had been keeping for couple years. Sometimes Seungri would advice his hyung to just tell her what did he feel, not just keeping it for decades. But Seunghyun, calmly rejected it. He said that he wasn’t that brave when it came to girl-thingy. He preferred to just enjoy their company, looking at her by the distance is better than telling her instead, it sends chills to him, that was what he said.

“Aish hyung, how can you become like this? You can’t just give up you know. It’s about heart, you can’t do anything for that.” Seungri said in a depressed tone once Seunghyun had finished his story.

Seunghyun inhaled a deep breath, “Yea I know. But you’ve known me so well, Ri. I’m so nerveous. I’m afraid that she will run away from me even when I haven’t told her what do I feel for her. And worst, she wouldn’t want to meet me nor see me ever again! What will I do then?”

“Tsk, hyung. You’re being such paranoid. Just let it flow. I don’t think if she will run away just like what you’ve said to me. Be brave! Be a gentleman! I know you can do that. And you must know that I don’t want you to disappoint me. Note that, hyung.” Seungri punched Senghyun’s arm lightly.

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“BOO!”

“Ya!― Geez Chae! What are you doing?! You make me wanna jump out from my seat!”

“Ahaha! You must see your expression omg hahaha! I’m sorry, I’m sorry.” Chaerin covered her moth, trying to stop her laugh. Damn it was so hard.

“Anyway, what’ve been you thinking about eonni? You seem like thinking something these past few days. What’s bothering you?” Chaerin took a seat in front of Bom. They were in the cafetaria, it was their lunchtime. Bom seemed to daydream that she didn’t even realize that Chaerin was gonna startle her.

“It’s nothing Chae.” Bom replied without looking at the younger. She kept gazing at her frappe, stirring it for the nth time.

Chaerin called the waitress, ordered something then back to her eonni. “No, I know you’re thinking about something. Come on tell me eonni. I’m all yours.”

Bom chuckled, “How about that panda guy? What is him to you?”