I didn’t know what happiness was until I met him . He was my bosom friend back then . He moved to this town when I was in primary school . Everyday we will watch the sunrise before going to the school and made the same promise there . “Mark , markson forever okay ?” I asked him like always that morning . “ I promise you “ he said .

    People called me Jackson but Mark called me Gaga . In front of Mark , I always been a humourous and gentle guy but in front of other I was completely a moron . The fact that I love him more than myself was too absurd but I liked it . The thought made me feel that I just need to bang my head against the wall . In the class , we sat together even since Mark first entered the same school as me .

      But everything changed that day . A new student came in and he looked actually the same as smurf . He introduced himself as Bambam and he’s a Thai . “Bambam , go and sit there.” the teacher said and pointed out to the place that Mark sat . “But , teacher….” I tried to consoled teacher because I didn’t  want to sit beside anyone besides than Mark . But , Mark already stood up and sat at other places . Bambam took a sit beside me . “You look lonely . Let me be your friend . Can I ?” Bambam said and grinned . He took everything with only a grin on his cute face and I really hate that grin so much . “You know our ending is so clear even before we met . Everything was already being set . And I only took a glance to know that we will never be good friend . So just get lost .” I said to him and took a peek at Mark who was sitting at the back of the class . His mind looked so lost while looking out of the window.

     But , days by days , I became comfortable with Bambam . He is not Mark but I liked talking to him . Mark seemed to ran away from me everytime I wanted to talk to him . But , as a week passed by and nights blend into days, my friendship with Bambam became closer . Then , at that time , I received a letter and it wrote Mark in front of it . ‘Let’s meet on the rooftop during recess . Don’t bring anyone . –Mark-‘

       I went to the rooftop and saw Mark was standing quietly watching the sky . The abrupt silence that fall was really heavy . I can feel the bond between us was falling apart and Mark’s tears was slapping on my face . “What’s wrong , Mark ?” I asked him while trying to curve a smile but it failed . “You said you will only be my friend but what’s that ? Who’s him ?” Mark was weeping hysterically while moistering my shirt with his tears . “Mark , we can’t always be together forever . I want to be with you but you know , we can’t .” I said while controlling the tears that I was holding that for a long time . “I know we can’t . I know it becase we are in different world and I hate by thinking of that every single time . But you said you will stay with me forever and I want you to keep that promise . Mark said while his eyes were already red and his lips was already became pale . At that time , Bambam came in . “Jackson , I have been searching you for the whole recess time . Who are you talking to ?” Bambam asked . I saw Mark’s face totally went red and at that time , the only thing I can said was “RUN FOR YOUR LIFE !!!” Bambam seemed clueless . Mark carried him and threw him out of the building . The world around me were flickering in black and white and I thought my entire world was completely gone .

       I was brought to the police station and every words that I said to the policemen , none of them  believed it . They said I was crazy but I knew I was not . They brought me to the mental hospital and locked me up in a room . The room was empty just like my mind . “You know in life , there are things that only several people can see it .It might be bound to happen to you sooner or later . If the words are simple to explain , I wouldn’t hurt as much as I’m right now . Mark is here sitting beside me . And that’s the fact . Mark died when he was trying to save me from being hit by a car back then .The ending for us might not too happy but I’m happy because it’s our fate since start .” I said to one of the doctor and laughed creepily with Mark . “Mark , Markson forever okay ?” I asked him the question again and again while smiling genuinely at him .